i want a daughter as adorable as Mischa Ava!

i want a daughter as adorable as Mischa Ava!

went to Alan's place today to attend his daughter, Mischa Ava's 3rd Birthday Party! what can i say, she is absolutely adorable! an ANGEL if you ask me! she's blessed with all the good genes of her gorgeous looking parents! i really wish i have a daughter that looks as angelic and adorable as her! =)

anyway the party was great, the kids all had fun with the jumping castles, playhouse and balloons! the adults were all kept entertained, amused and busy looking and watching out for the adorable kids playing, jumping, running around!

the food was good and the companion of my lovely Circle of Trust whom all turned up for this lil angel's bday was wonderful! =)

anyway HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY MISCHA AVA!! may you grow prettier each year! =)

the lil princess!!


the birthday cake!


cake cutting session~


kelvin and jeffrey with Mischa! so unfair~ i wan a photo with her tooo~ =(


Mischa~ do look out for uncle bear!! *danger* haaaa!


My Circle of Trust! =)

counting down 11days~ woooohooooooo~

counting down 11days~ woooohooooooo~

yea~ i've been feeling pretty happy and excited since ytd!! haa~ not gonna mention the reason yet~ u peeps try to guess yea~ hehe! =D *hops around*

anyway i've learnt to let go.... seeing the changes in him.... feel quite sad.... partly caused by me.... but i always believe... whatever path a person takes, is chosen by themselves, no one can choose it for them... even if they were to change... no one is to be totally blamed.....for one has their own right and responsibility to choose and decide their own path and destiny.... though i really wished he would take the 'better' path.... but then again....how do we define 'better'?....everyone has their own defination of 'better'...and probably...to him....this is better.....

i can thus only wish him all the best right now, in whatever path he choose to take, and in whatever he choose to do.......

as for me.....i've chosen my path since that day on..... though sometimes i really wonder if i've made a right or wrong choice.... but still....its my choice afterall....be it good or bad...i've to live with it.....plus....there aint really such a thing as right or wrong.......its really how you choose to see things..... over the month.... though there are unhappy moments where i stopped to think if i've made a wrong decision.... but without a doubt... there are many happy moments which gave me assurance that i've made the right decision..... nothing in life is perfect.... though life ahead may be a little more tough now..... but one thing thats gonna keep me going are the happy memories, happy moments and happy days ahead.....

thus i'm gonna try to stay happy always! =) as for now~ i'm happily counting down 11days to that day! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Not all scars shows...

Not all scars shows, not all wounds heal, sometimes you'll never truly see, the pain that someone feels....

noʎ ssıɯ ı

when ฉันคิดถึงเธอ comes too late...

i love you, for all the things you do, and when we are miles apart, you'll always be in my heart ♥

The happiest person....

The happiest person doesn't have the best of everything in life. Perhaps he/she is just good in making the best of everything that life brings along his/her way!

I'll learn to make the best of everything that life bring along my way! Cause i wanna be the happiest person whether or not i have the best of everything in life! =)

Muffin meets my 2 Besties~

Muffin meets my 2 BFFs~

yesterday brought Muffin to East Coast Park to meet my 2 BFFs, Caelyn and Erica! They had supposedly asked me to go cycling with them, but since i had school and Muffin havent been to East Coast for a long time, i decided to take this opportunity to bring Muffin for his walk and also meet my BFFs for dinner at McDonalds before i go to school and before they went cycling~ =)

My Lil Darling Muffin, during his walk at ECP! He's stealing the limelight as usual~ haha!

With my BFFs at McDonalds!

While walking back to my car, Muffin spotted his furry friend, and decided to give chase and say "Hello"! haa!

special thanks! =)

special thanks! =)

this post goes out to my wonderful Circle Of Trust! Yeap, and they are non other then my study group, Jerrain, Mike, Seth, Jenny, Kelvin, Alan, Glenn and Jeffrey! =) thanks so much for the lovely surprise birthday cake and present!

love it so much! =) *Big Hugs* to all! =)

had thought this year would really be a goner. thought i wouldnt even have a bday cake, nor celebration, nor birthday song sang to me. but these lovely people really made me felt so loved and touched! =) really glad and happy to know them all!

present and bday card from Mike korkor! =)


the present from my Circle of Trust! Samsung U5 mp3 player! weeeeeee~ needed this badly as i've lost my previous one! hehe! now i have a new toy/gadget to play with during my mugging days and thruout my MRT/bus rides! hehe! =D

with my surprise bday cake and present!


with some of the members of my lovely Circle of Trust =)

sad...... disappointed...... upset...... depressed.......

sad...... disappointed...... upset...... depressed.......


birthdays just aint my thing afterall.... nv once have my bday gone right for me.... im starting to really dread my bday....... ARGH!!!!

i wish i wish and i wish....but it all aint gonna come true anyway.......... so y am i even bothered to wish....duh.....sighhhh......

changed...

changed...

people do change.....be it for better or worse....

i've changed too...

a lil more heartless...a lil more selfish....a lil more introverted...a lil more quiet...

i no longer have much to blog about...i no longer take photos of everything although my camera is still with me all the time...

i seem to be living in my own world now...

is that good or bad...i've got no idea...

6 more days..

6 more days..

yea im gonna be another yr older again!

wonder how my bday is gonna be like this yr... i had initially made plans....but those plans have gotta be changed.....im not planning for a huge celebration this yr...and im not exactly in a celebration mood these days either....will see how it goes...mayb just go for a simple dinner with my family and close friends....

i know there wont be fantastic and wonderful gifts this yr...as it aint any special yr to celebrate anyway....unlike last yr where 21st is such big event....oh well...in anyway...i've alrdy received my firs bday gift! its non other then from my dearest god sister MingYueh and ShuHui! Thanks sweets! =) as always, MingYueh's gifts are always very cute and always the first to come! =)

i know my wish of receiving the camera i want wont be granted anymore....it was almost realized.. but i chose to let it go.....sigh...

anyway i do need a mp3 player as well! cuz my mp3 player went missing!! Sobs! =( and my camera is dying on me very soon!! argh! need to spend more money again!! =( any nice and kind soul willing to surprise me? haha!