I really wish...

Like most people, I really wish I can turn back time too. I would really like to go back to when I was younger? These past few years, I honestly have no idea what I have been doing, messing with my own life and all. (But of cause there are also moments that are really precious which I would never forget as well.)

Looking back, I felt like I did many things wrong in the past. The way I led my life, the people I hang out with, the things I did, the path I took. If I could I probably would have done many things differently which may result in a different me today. A better me (or at least I think).

But life is such. We wont know the outcome til we've gone through it. We wont know if the path we took is wrong til we have walk down the path. And sadly there is no such thing as a time machine that could bring us back to the past.

Despite have many regrets in life. We have to accept reality, learn from our mistakes, and move on from there hoping that life ahead from the moment of realization would result in a better us in the present or future.

Just random rants from a random thought that struck me every now and then when I have some alone time to ponder, think and reflect.

P.s  No worries not really in a emotional state now. And even if I was, that would be before I wrote this post. I should be feeling better now after blogging though! =)

Wisdom Tooth Extraction - 1st Session

After procrastinating for 5years, I finally gathered enough courage and went to the dentist for my wisdom tooth extraction. Partly it is due to 1 of my molar that chipped and I kinda had no choice but to go. Plus my toothache has been bothering me for quite some time now.

My Dentist:

Vincent's Dental

245 Tanjong Katong Road 437033

http://www.vincentsdentalsurgery.com/

First visit to the dentist to check on my broken tooth and was told that my molar is in very bad shape and I had only 2 options.

1) Get a root canal and crowning done on the tooth

2) Extract the whole tooth and do a dentistry implant

But even if I wanted to do any of the above options, I was told that I will first have to remove my wisdom tooth before they are able to do anything my wisdom tooth is the main cause for my molar tooth breaking up in the first place.

And so I quickly made the earliest possible appointment and on Friday 17th Oct, I went to the dentist in the morning for my wisdom tooth extraction.

Signed the indemnity form and medisave form and went in for an xray. After the xray, my dentist told me that my broken molar is actually worse than he thought, and definitely worse than I can imagine. Apparently my nerves have all been exposed and he is surprise that I can tolerate the pain for 2 to 3 weeks before visiting him.

And so, his advice was for me to do the implants as even if I had done the root canal and crowning, chances are, a few years down the road or if i ever chewed on something hard, it may just break again. Therefore for a safer choice and more effective solution, the implant is recommended so that the tooth will last my lifetime and I should not have to worry about it anymore.

And so of cuz, the logical choice was to do the implants and I chose that option.

With that choice made, my dentist proceeded with the extractions.

But first, the nurses wrapped me up in the surgical cloth and covered my eyes as they could tell I was really scare. I was literally trembling soooo bad that the whole seat was trembling with me. I trembled from the moment I sat down til the whole event was over. (SERIOUSLY) Now I totally understand how scare Muffin must have been when he's at the vet or when its raining heavily with thunder and lightning. Cause he was trembling as bad as I was.

To all those out there who says that the dentist is not scary, and the wisdom tooth extraction is not painful. You are all liars!! (Well at least to me you lied!! Cause I have almost ZERO tolerance to pain!!!)

1) The anesthetic injection to numb my gums was ULTIMATE painful!! And I had to suffer through 2 jabs, 1 on the top and 1 on bottom of my gums. Subsequent jabs was alright as by then my gums area is already numb. - By the first jab, I was already in tears and whining like a child. And without a doubt the same goes for the 2nd jab.

2) He first proceeded to remove my top right molar. Honestly I felt no pain for this one. I initially thought he was just "testing" when I felt him tugging at the tooth. But I didnt realize it was already out.

3) Then he started tugging real hard on my molar, which is the biggest tooth that we all have! And....Its Sooooooo Freaking PAINFUL!! I had to stop him and told him it hurts real bad, and so he decided to give me 1 more jab to numb he further. I started whining even more, and crying even more, and even kicked around in pain!

4) After the jab, he tried again on the molar. Tugging and twisting, and again I was in pain and crying and whining real bad trying to get him to stop again. He started talking to me, trying to get my attention off the pain, and joked around like I was a kid. And then he started teasing me and the next moment he said " Haha tricked you! Its out!! "

5) Before I could react, he started working on my bottom right molar, and again it was painful. He used quite a bit of strength and I could tell as the pressure on my tooth was real hard and I was sooooo worried he will hurt my cheek or something. And again he was trying hard to get my attention elsewhere and talking to me throughout. I shut my eyes real tight, and soon enough, he FINALLY said " Its out!! Its all done!! "

6) And silly me asked him "Oh?! What about the top wisdom tooth??" And he laughed and said, "It was long gone, the first to be out! No pain right?? Haha! " and I went "Oh........hahaha ok..."

7) Then he proceed to stitch me up as after removing 2 tooth side by side on the bottom, it meant that the whole is pretty big and bleeding alot, and it will take a much longer time to heal if its not stitched up.

And finally DONE for the first session.

Here is my swollen face, and a snapshot of my 3 extracted tooth with the scary needle!

I shall not upload the clearer photo of my tooth as I think it looks kinda gross and I dont think I will wanna scare you guys with it.

(My Hubby was totally grossed out by the photo and ended up having to skip his meal as I showed it to him just before lunch. *oops* Haha!!)

Yea first session, because I still have another 2 more wisdom tooth to be extracted on my left side!! *sulks* Super not looking forward but I know I have no choice as I do not want the same problem to repeat itself and I certainly do not want another broken molar on my left~!

After everything was done, placed some gauze to stop the bleeding, before I head out to get my painkillers, antibiotics, anti-swelling pills, mouth gargle, and medical certificate. And also to fix another appointment for my dentistry implants to be done!!

My next appointment would be 3 months later after my current wounds are all healed before they can do the xray to check again as well as do the necessary for the implants before the actual implants are placed in, in 6months time! Super scare as well, as I will need to go through the jabs again and can you imagine implanting a screw into our gums?! So not fun!~

Not looking forward either, but again, NO CHOICE! If not I will not be able to chew and eat properly without my molar!!!

And so for the last 3 days I had been on mostly LIQUID diets!!

For 3 reasons:

1) It hurts when I move my mouth too much or chew, and I worry if I accidentally chew on the wounds it will be SUPER PAINFUL

2) If food gets stuck in the wound, I do not think it will be a very good experience or situation

3) I do not want to aggravate the wound and hoping for speedy recovery!!

And so here is my diet for the last 3 days, and probably for the next few days til I feel better and safer to eat proper food~

1) Water

2) Milk

3) Soyamilk

4) Soya Beancurd

5) Soft boiled eggs prepared by my hubby

6) Mashed potatoes prepared by my hubby

6) Chocolate milk

7) Yoghurt

8) Mushy Baby-like Porridge with mashed carrots (Baby food prepared by my mother and father in law)

9) Soup

And do avoid taking soup or drinks that are too hot!!

And I must say, this is a GREAT time to lose weight if you are trying hard to lose those extra weight~ My tummy is now flat and I probably lost at least 3kgs within this 3 days! Super awesome!

Hereby want to Thank my Hubby, Mother and Father in law for taking great care of me, specially cooking for me so that I can have more varieties of food to eat rather than just drinking soya milk and milk~ =)

And thanks to my dentist Dr Vincent Tan for trying his best to let me feel less pain and making the effort to try distract me and joking with me to make me feel better. :)

Last but not least, THANK GOD for the courage, and that everything went smoothly during the extraction, and I guess my wounds are healing well so far~ =)

WIDE AWAKE! Insomnia AGAIN!

Its been awhile since I last ranted in my blog!! And here I am now at this unearthly hours, blogging from my mobile.

Havent been feeling well these days. Feeling super duper tired in the day at work, unable to focus and easily irritated.

In fact earlier today I was having a really bad cold and was chased home by my boss to take medication and rest. And so I did, but now at this hour I'm feeling WIDE AWAKE!!

I doze off at 12 midnight and woke up at about close to 1am. And have been awake for an hour now. Tossing and turning in bed. Went to the toilet, drank some warm water. But nothing helped. Finally I gave up and decide to take some flu pills and cough syrup AGAIN!

Yea I did the same thing last week when I was also having insomnia. And I thought  this week I would sleep better considering I am so tired everyday and my eye bags and dark circles are already super duper bad!!! :(( sulks!

Hopefully the effect of the drowsy medication would kick in soon! I really need to sleep!!! I need my beauty sleep and recharge my body for work!!

I'm BACK to blog!!

Dear all lovely readers!!

Thanks for the continual support even to date! I haven't been updating since June this year, But my traffic is still pretty much constant throughout this time! Thanks very much! :) I didn't forget about you guys, and I certainly didn't forget about my blog. I just couldn't find the time to sit down to blog and upload my photos!!

I have tons of stuff to update! 

- Taiwan Trip back in April

- My 25th Birthday

- Korea Trip in September

- Some major decisions which I've made in my life

- and as always many nice yummy places I went to, and places I visited

I will try to fill it up soonest!!

Lately due to the major decision which I made (I will update here soon, once everything has happened for sure. For now I will keep you guys in suspense for a little while longer), I'm busy mugging and studying again for exams!! Some of you may be able to guess it, some of my close friends may already know it, and for those who don't  just to let you know, I'm not back into studying again. No time or money to take up my Masters yet! May in future, will see how it goes!

Anyway, hope all of you are doing well, getting on well in life, and living life to its very fullest!! If not, I do hope you would soon! Life is so unpredictable. A secondary friend of mine just passed on recently, was so shock and upset by the news that I was totally lost for words and drenched in tears. How fragile life is. He was a very nice guy who had good prospects and a good future ahead. But I trust that God had better plans for him and brought him to a better place. Rest in peace my dear friend...

Word of advice to all, Ignore those that are unworthy, treasure those who loves you, and live life to its fullest! =)

I'll be back to update again real soon!! Stay tuned!!

Fruitful Happy day!

Been having a rough and bad week. Nothing seem to be going right.

Traffic jams in the morning. Sick and headache and a bad flu through the week. Disappointments at work. Quarrels. Etc etc.

I was soooo down and emofied that I really wish I can vanish into thin air.

But Im really glad that my week ended pretty well. =)

Just an update!

Friday 5August2011
Met up with dearest Jen and Liangching for dinner after a long stressful angst day at work. Was suppose to drop by my ex-office to say Hello to my ex-colleagues and pick them both up before we head out. But alas I was caught up in a super impromptu meeting at work that started at 5.10pm (20mins before Knockoff time on a FRIDAY evening). and ended at 6.40pm! =( *sulks* And so I was late and ended up meeting them directly at Takashimaya instead! Headed to Pepes Restaurant (Indonesian food) for our dinner. Catching up with them over our yummylicious dinner totally made me forget my whole day of stress and unhappiness! After dinner, we decided to head over to Dempsey Road. Wanted to find a place to chill, but everywhere was packed and we decided on Dome instead. =) The night was fun with phototaking, chit-chatting and gossiping. After which send them back home and headed over to Bf's place. At night head out for supper at Changi Airport as Bf was feeling hungry.

Saturday 6August2011
Woke up and head out for brunch before going back home to rest and prep to go for dinner at Swissotel Merchant Court to celebrate his aunt and dad's birthday with this family and relatives. After dinner head home to change we head to ECP to relax with Yiu. Later on decided to head to Cineleisure to catch a midnight movie, Rise of the Planet of the Apes. Super duper awesome and meaningful show! Personally i feel that it is a very recommended show! It shows that even animals have a conscience, compassion and faithfulness. :)

Sunday 7August2011 (Today!~)
Woke up pretty late since we only reach home after the movie at about 5am! Washed up and headed back to my house to pick Muffin up before we head to ECP for our brunch at Old Town White Coffee! After brunch walked my dearest Muffin with my baby dearest! =) After the stroll, send bf home before coming home to bath Muffin. After which decided to wash the toilet and take a shower myself. Then it was back to kdrama relax time! =)

I truly hope tomorrow and my week ahead would be much better than last week. *prays* Anyway stay tuned for more updates! I'll be playing around with my new toy! Hopefully able to snap some nice photos! =)

Spring-Cleaning 2011!

Its time for Spring Cleaning AGAIN!

Gosh im soooooooooooo exhausted and beat. Spend my weekends cleaning my room, packing up, throwing stuff away, cleaning the windows and grills, cleaning the kitchen cabinets, cleaning the doors, vacuuming the floor, ceiling and walls, washing the bedsheets, washing my new clothes, etc.

*faints* i just wanna collapse on bed now! and my hands are all wrinkled from all the washing! *yawns*

gonna turn in early tonight! still gotta head to work tomorrow~

ciao for now peeps! hope you girls and guys enjoyed your spring cleaning weekends too! Haa! =p

Year of the Rabbit is approaching~

Its gonna be my year again! Yeap im born in the year of the Rabbit~ *hop hop hop*

Anyway that means that Chinese New Year is approaching! Time for shopping and splurging! New clothes, new shoes, new lingeries, new bags, new wallet, new toothbrush, new everything~ Without a doubt, i did my share of shopping and splurging as well! Only this year i didnt have to do alot of last minute shopping as most of my shopping had been done over the past few months! I still have quite a number of dresses and clothes and even shoes that are new! Only a few more items i needed before im done!

And over the last few days and a week before, thats just what i did. I went to shop for 1 more new bandage dress from Topshop (sponsored by Mr Bf), a new pair of pumps (sponsored by Mr Bf), 1 blazer from G2000 (short version of a trench coat, i totally LOVE this. Pretty!), 2 simple yet really sweet t-shirts that i totally love (from some random pushcart), and a new wallet from LV!

Yay~ And i did the Hotstamping of my initial~ =)

Finally gotten myself a new wallet! been wanting to get 1 for the longest time! more than a year i suppose! yea i didnt get a new wallet last year~

last few months i've already gotten 3 maxi dresses, 1 pullover, 1 skirt (pressie from adel), 2 dress, 1 shorts, 1 top, and a couple more stuff i dont even remember~

now i just need a new bag, a new pair of sandals, probably 1 proper black blazer, and probably a couple more items would do! =)

Anyway apologize for the long wait for my updates! Last few weeks i had been pretty busy! here's a brief list of stuff i did over the last weeks.

1. Mahjong session at my place with my lovely colleagues (Jen, Peggs, TLC)
2. Mahjong session with Bf and his friends
3. Shopping with Bro at Orchard ION
4. Shopping with Bf and his family at Tampines mall, PS and TampinesOne
5. Salsa lessons (sadly my Intermediate 1 last lesson was on Monday~)
6. Rain jie birthday surprise dinner at Sushi Tei (will blog a seperate post with photos about this soon!)
7. Spring-cleaning my messy room
8. Reading a really good old book (Memoirs of a Geisha)
9. Spending time with Muffin dearest
10. Attended Vivian (Bf's cousin) BBQ birthday party
11. Dinner Treat from Me to Bf @ Irodori Japanese Restaurant (Riverview Hotel)


Oh! and on top of just buying clothes and all, Bf bought me a new Hello Kitty Laptop Cooler, and i bought my favourite Reese Peanut Buttercup Chocs! Yum!

3 consecutive days of 4 different cakes!

Monday had a birthday celebration for the August birthday baby, Shelly, in office, had Fruit Cake from Sun Moulin!
Tuesday had a belated birthday celebration for our bis boss cum MD in office, had Chocolate Cake from Sun Moulin!
Wednesday, yesterday had a farewell session for 1 of our colleague, Tomoko, who would be moving over to Australia, had Cheesecake baked by 1 of my colleague, Nathan!
Wednesday, yesterday, went to Moses’s (bf’s lil bro) birthday BBQ party, had Tiramisu Cake from Bakerzin!

These 3 cakes are taken in office! i dont have any pict of the tiramisu cake at moses bday though. =p

Gosh! Im so fat now! Seriously!! I cant even fit into my skirt! Sigh! I have to cut down on supper and cakes!

Talking about supper, I had very late dinner the last few days, and supper! ARGH~


Tuesday after work, went for my waxing appointment at Blush. After which went to Bugis to meet Bf. Shopped for his bro’s birthday present and also for a card for my colleague. After which we head to Sim Lim to meet his friend to pass something before we walk over to The Verge to buy some stuff and took a long bus ride home. Upon reaching home we laze around and watch TV before he fetch me back to my place. Before which we stopped by Raimah Eating House near my place for dinner cum supper. Had Pratas, Mee goreng, and Maggi goreng! Fattening!! At that time its already 11+pm! After dinner head home, wash up and I went to sleep with a very full stomach!

Yesterday as mentioned, was Moses’s birthday BBQ over at my bf’s place. We ate til about 11+ before we went home to wash up. By the time I blow dry my hair is was already 12+ and I believe I slept at about 1 or 1+! =(

OH SO VERY TIRED RIGHT NOW!!

As for today, again I dragged myself outta bed. And as I was tired I decided to just take the bus to work from his place instead of changing from bus to train. End up the stupid bus came late and I was late for work again even though I left home very much earlier than always! *sulks* And I didn’t get to go buy breakfast! Hungry Hungry! But glad my morning bus ride bump into his cousin’s cousin, Cyndi! Chatted throughout the bus ride again, just like Monday, and thus the journey wasn’t so boring and seemed faster! =p And thankfully I’ll be meeting her for lunch later at The Soup Spoon! Yay! *yummy! =)

Sick, sick, sick, and very sick!

Havent been so sick for the longest time! And here i am. SICK again! Sigh.

In fact i had been sick for like 2weeks? I was already on 2days MC last week, but even after consuming the medications, the sickness just wont subside and in fact gotten worse! =( *sulks* After much persuasion from my colleagues, i went to consult the doctor a few levels above my office on Thursday.

And after checking, the doctor confirmed that im down with Sinus Infection and Throat Infection! *sulks* Thus was given 7 different types of medication!! YES 7!! of which 2 of it are a 5days course of anitibiotics! Gosh the first time i gotten so many medications in just 1 visit! Even the nurse at the counter was shocked when she was preparing my medication and printing my MC! We both went "Woah" haha! And then she said "Wow i think the doctor really wants you to get well ASAP! haha!" Super scary! really i ate those medications til i feel like puking! its super gross! On top of that 1 of the pill is really huge! Its a good thing i dont have much problems swallowing pills! Else it would really be a torture for me!

Well, and so i gotten 2 days of MC! went back to office after that i proceed to apply for my medical leave. But i only applied for 1.5days as i wanted to complete whatever i had on hand first before i left for home to rest!

Its like a long weekend for me. Only that i dont really get to enjoy, as im feeling sleepy and drowsy everyday after my medications. Sleep Sleep Sleep and More Sleep! thats mostly what i have been doing the past few days! Only went out for food and back home for more rest!

But today im gonna be going out! Yay! Going for some fresh air at East Coast Park! Gonna be bringing Muffin as promised to meet up with Kandy and Pebbles for a stroll and probably have dinner together. =) Its been a long time since i last met them, and im sure Muffin would be really delighted!

Gonna be back to work again tomorrow! And i need to go back to see the doctor for a follow up to make sure im getting better after all the medications he gave me! Haha! Oh so very tired now. Gonna take a short nap before i go out later. Ciaos for now! =)

Oh, and THANKS to each and everyone of your for your care and concerns! Im much better already! =)

Sick Again! MC 2 days!

Am sick again! Down with bad cough, sorethroat, flu, headache, and slightly feverish! End up took 2 days MC from work! And sweety bf accompanied me for the 2 days! Brought me to see doctor, took care of me and brought me out for my meals. =) Felt so loved! Hehe!

Anyway counting down 2 days to our 1st Year Anniversary! =)

Havent been updating because......

Dear lovely readers! Sorry for my lack of updates these days!

I have my reasons for not blogging, and they are as follow:

1. Theres nth interesting happening these days for me to blog about. And I don’t wish to be blogging about boring stuff which repeats almost everyday.

2. I simply don’t have the time to do so!

• On weekdays - In the day im at work, after work im mostly out for dinner or at my bf’s place

• On weekends – Im mostly with my bf or simply gone out

3. I happen to be blog hopping and found someone irritating that’s copying my style of blogging! From the way I edit and design my photos, to my style of watermarking my photos. From the way I comment about things, my standard few jargon words or phrase that I use frequently, and even the category of contents that I blog about.

• Its not tt im petty or over-reacting. It’s a free world afterall. And everyone can choose what they want to blog about. Plus im sure there are tons of blogs out there with many similar category of contents. Its just that its way to obvious this person is copying. Whatever I post this week, next week that person would have a almost similar content.

• Ok. Mayb its cuz I simply detest it when people I don’t really like imitates me in any way possible. -.-“ ok mayb I am a lil petty and over-reacting. Ok to put it simply, I just hates it!

To all COPYCATS out there, here’s my message to you. You’re just like a CHINA product! I guess your middle name should be ‘Imitation’ or ‘Piracy’! -.-“ Have some originality please! Oh, and GET A LIFE!

Anyway do stay tuned! I will definitely still be blogging! Not gonna stop something I have a passion for, and enjoying doing, just becuz of some people who simply have no creative or innovative mind to be more original, and have a poor command of English and simply had to copy people’s style of writing and sentence structuring, way of talking and even choice of words! =)

Counting down 3days to this weekend!! Genting, here come again!! Haha!! Yay to cooling weathers! Yay to going there with a few of bf’s friends this time round~ Yay to yet another trip there with bf~ Yay to a getaway from Singapore~ Yay though its gonna be a really short and rushing trip! LOL! =D YAY! hahaha!

Rainy Days

Not in the best of mood. Think im just super tired due to lack of slp these days which cause me to become easily agitated, irritated, moody and cranky. Lack of patience, lack of attention span, lack of humour, smile and laughter.

I feel like the weather these days. Totally unpredictable and mostly rainy.

I'm so very tired!

i almost over slept this morning! was so tired i didnt hear my alarm!

the funny thing is, i didnt sleep extremely late last night. I slept at 12.15am? I cant rmbr exact timing. But tts not important.

anyway sorry peeps for the slow updates~ im unable to blog everyday as i need to sleep early, and im always out after work! By the time i reach home, i would either go to sleep after bathing, or only log online for awhile to check on my mails and stuff. Thus nowadays my updates tend to be pretty slow~ but i'll still back date my post to the exact days~ so you may only see updates a few days after the events happened.

was home last night and thus decided to spend my time uploading, collating, sorting and watermarking my photos~ those alone took a fair amount of time and i couldnt do much nor blog everything~ i have too many photos~

In fact i still have some photos and stuff that i've yet to blog about, but i guess i do those when i have time~ =)

Was so tired in office today that i thought i was gonna doze off anytime~ I badly wanted a soft pillow, a bed and a blanky when i was in office! Thus i had to keep myself occupied all the time, so i would not think about slping~

After work, came home and rested~ took Muffin down for a walk, had yummy macaroni for dinner and here i am blogging again~ and i guess i'll sleep pretty early today~ want to have more energy for tomorrow, so i can enjoy my weekends better! =)

Muffin! taken just now! he's waiting for the lift door to open! and while on the road! he's so excited to go for his walk/run! =)

Anyway here are some RANDOM photo updates! and when i say Random. i Really mean Random! haha!!~

a Cute Coffeebear Van i spotted in the carpark while waiting for Bf to come pick me up from work~

My Desk in office! It's slowly piling up with my stuff~ =p Will snap another photo again when my desk has more stuff! hahaha~ Gonna beautify my desk! So i'll feel happier at work! =p and thats my MUST have at work! my latest addiction! Eclipse Blackcurrent mints! =P

A Shag band from Rubi! Its a donation thingy~ And i chose the one with the wording "Dont Look Back!" One of the more meaningful ones~ the others were really nonsensical~ haha!

Mos Burger is LOVE! Had lunch alone on one of the days as my lunch khaki had something on~ 

Domo-kun!! and Winnie~ Well, NOPE they are NOT mine! haha! i spotted them on Bf's Dining table and found them cute~ haha!

OH YEA~, and since today is the 14th!, HAPPY 9th Monthsary my beloved! ♥ =)

Heavy Eyelids. Heavy Eyebags.

Gosh, im so tired these days that i'm starting to have heavy eyelids, and heavy eyebags! zombified! looking like a zombie or a panda right now!

In fact, i think im starting to look like L from Deathnote! hahaha!!

work has only started 3 days! and im already so tired! i hope my bio-clock can switch back ASAP! i really need my sufficient sleep!

quite glad that this job has been pretty good so far! so even though im pretty tired, at least im happy working! =)

Oh yea! and yesterday, BF came to pick me up from work as well! =) Happy Happy! after which we went back to his place and as we were both tired, we decided to just stay home and i cooked Maggi Noodles with eggs and sliced abalone!! =) We love!! hahah! and we Continued watching our HK drama and he played Angry Bird again, before he send me home for the night!

Our Maggi Noodles! Cooked and Garnish by me! hahaha!! Happy Face for Dear! =)

As for today, i had to go home myself after work! And its not a good thing for me! Firstly cuz my feets were hurting from wearing new shoes! and the other thing was, i had to walk through Wheelock Place and ION! and i end up shopping on the way to the MRT station! faints~ Ended up buying another new pair of pumps, bangles and helped donate to the charity before i head home!! Im so broke!

Next month would be worse for me! JUNE! many close one's birthday! *headache*
3rd - Mummy's birthday
4th - BFF, Caelyn's birthday
9th - BF's birthday!

PLUS, my lappy is spoiling! It keeps on auto shut down for no reason!! *sulks* i may need to get a new lappy from the IT show coming in JUNE as well! Gosh~

IM SO BROKE! and SO TIRED!!

SAVE ME! Oh GOD! Please give me strength and guide me on what i should do!

Gonna go sleep in 15mins time! packing my bag and preparing for work tmr! Nitey all!!

I cant wait for TGIF and Weekends!!

Excited!!

feeling so excited now!!

anyway, just an update! Dearie is back! Happy Happy! =) Went to airport to meet his family and him. Was kinda late due to some errands, thus didnt get to wait outside the arrival hall for him to walk out~ haa! end up by the time i reach he was already out and with his family awaiting for me instead! *oops* LOL!

but nonetheless happy to see him and happy he is safely back! =)

he didnt buy much from this trip though! cuz his friends all didnt wanna shop and spend more time eating and doing other stuff~ but he was sweet enough to still get me a couple of items! =)

SeaShells Wind Chimes! i LOVE it! firstly cause i LOVE wind chimes! and secondly cause i LOVE sea shells! thirdly cause its so pretty! and lastly cause, its from my LOVE! =p

He also got me a Abercrombie and Fitch Polo Tee which fits me very nicely!

And he won this huge Hello Kitty bolster for me from a game! =)

after he came back, we rested at home, he played my iPhone and got hooked to Angry Bird as well! i then cooked us dinner and watched soccer before he send me home awhile ago.

now that im home, resting abit, updating this blog and im gonna head to sleep!! i gotta sleep early from now on! especially from sunday to thursday nights~ cant stay up late like i used to do! as i need to get up for WORK!

YES!, im officially commencing work tomorrow! so excited! =) Hope all is well! Do pray for me peeps!

Anyway GOOD night to all! Will update more about my job tomorrow or when im free! =)

Shopaholic in Action!!

I've been on an Online Shopping Frenzy these days!! and its not just online shopping, retail shopping as well!! just that i don't go out as often now, thus i do more online shopping rather than retail shopping~

i couldn't stop myself nor resist from splurging and buying stuff!! gosh~ my shopaholic illness is back!!

these days, I've been spending alot of money and i can see a dramatic decrease in my savings!! i must emphasize that although i love shopping (com'on, you kidding me? which girl doesn't love shopping??) i wasn't really a extreme or total shopaholic in the past! OK maybe at certain points in my life, but I've not been shopping alot in the recent months! and I'm not really the vainpot kind of person who splurge alot on make up nor skin care products, as I'm pretty lazy to apply stuff on my face, and i dread the feeling of having powder or cream or practically anything on my face at all!! i love my naked face!! hahahahaha!! but i notice that i recently am pretty into such products!! everytime I'm out, instead of shopping for clothes and shoes like i use to, I'm looking out for skin care products!! probably age is really getting into me! and I'm pretty affected by it! i don't want to have wrinkles and dull looking skin!! *worries* and also, I'm starting to love buying bags, on top of my usual love for heels!! which means i have more loves to spend on now!! gosh~

My Recent Damages! (within this 1 month)

- Kate Spade Small Nylon Henry in Red

- SK II Facial Treatment Essence 215ml  x 2 bottles

- G2000 Pencil Skirt

- Pepperplus Pants

- Nivea Toner

- Elianto Nail color x 2 bottles

- Gucci Wallet (awaiting for it to arrive)

- Skin79 BB cream (awaiting to receive within these few days)

- Etude House Nail Art Pen Light Pink (awaiting to receive within these few days)

- Etude House Nail Quick Dry (awaiting to receive within these few days)

- Etude House Moisturizing Sleeping Mask (awaiting to receive within these few days)

- 3 Tops and 2 Dresses (from an Online Shopping Spree, awaiting for it to arrive)

and, I've not had enough!! i still have a couple of items in mind which I've yet to buy!!!

one of which would be an eye cream! need to prevent further aging and wrinkles to appear! still hesitating between SK II and Estee Lauder Time Zone (recommended by Lisa) !! i totally love SK II products ever since i started using the SK II facial treatment essence! cuz i'm really starting to feel some miracle happening to my dull looking face! but i heard the Estee Lauder Time Zone is pretty effective as well~
Any one with recommendations on which i should get? =)

oh gosh! can some kind souls please donate to Yuriko's fund! =p or probably let me win Big Sweep, 4D and Toto! hahaha! (so typical of a Singaporean! LOL!!) OH, and i always welcome pressies and gifts! hahaha!!

i cant wait to start work!! the sooner i start work would mean I'll have income flowing into my funds much sooner!! =p

New Gadget: FormSpring

Hey all my lovely readers!

I just added a new gadget on my side bar!! Its FormSpring!! Noticed its the latest IN thing, thus decided to give it a try~ Do look out for it or simply go to http://formspring.me/yurikobaby , and ASK ME ANYTHING! (ok, not exactly everything. i wont entertain nonsensical and inappropriate questions. thanks.)


Here's how the gadget look like! Also you can directly ask from here! Simply type your question in the box, and if you dont have an account with Formspring, you can simply Ask Anonymously! =)

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Random Camwhoring!

Photos speaks a thousand words~ So i'll just let this post be picture-filled !! =P
Warning!! if you cant take it, just scroll away~ haha!

i CUT my Hair Short!!!

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Ok, im just kidding, i wouldnt bear to!!

But i'm considering to get a hair wig with short hair!! spotted a few really nice ones while shopping at Bugis awhile ago, and also in some online shopping blogs. But kinda worried it'll go to waste if i dont really wear it! Plus i was told i wouldnt look good in short hair. Im dont know too, cuz i havent had short hair since i was 12 or 13? Judging from the above photos, please give me advices and comments yea!! =)

And heres some picts with my darling muffin, taken on 18april2010, before going out to watch Monga! =)

Drinking my daily essential, Brands Berry Essence!! Yummy~

taken this morning!! My 'just-got-out-of-bed' look with my PJ on!!

Detest NATOs!

NATO = No Action Talk Only

i've met way tooo many of them. and i really hate it!

they are those who tells u that they wanna do this this this and this, but 'this' just never happen.

they say that they were gonna bring you some where or do something, but it just never happen.

they plans the whole day schedule, and make you book that day just for them, thus rejecting meet ups with other friends, but end up that day just never happen, as last min they had something else on or decides to stand u up and meet their friends instead. and i ended up wasting the whole day waiting and not doing anything fruitful.

well, ok. first and foremost. i wanna admit, that i myself could have been a NATO myself in some point of time in my life. but i must justify that i have my reasons for them.

i know i've mentioned to a few of my ex bfs that i will cook my favourite 'dao suan' for them.

and i know that i told my current bf that i will cook a nice meal for him.

but all these just never happened.

and you know why?

i've already told them the reason.

and the reason is simple.

its NOT that i DONT want to cook for them. i just never had the chance to.

Cuz they hardly come over to my place. How else would i be able to cook for them if they dont come over?

You may say, why dont i go over to their place and cook for them. Well, thats cause i dont wish to make a mess of their house, and its not my house nor kitchen afterall. I may not know their kitchen well and end up messing up and in turn not be able to cook well as i may panic when i cant find certain things in the kitchen (and this actually happened before at my ex's place, thus i develop a phobia for cooking at bf's place. but i'm still able to cook simple stuff like fried eggs and maggi noodles of cuz! way too simple! and not much utensils or ingredients are needed at all!)

but this alone wouldnt affect anyone's life at all, as i didnt waste anyone's day or time. so it aint as serious!!

argh!! really hate NATOs!!!

now i dont even know when to believe them or not. and i no longer have that anticipation nor excited feeling to meet these people anymore. cuz now i'll usually tell myself that it may never happen. so i rather make my own plans or do my own stuff til the very last min when its really confirmed.

total excitement wrecker. -.-"

do u guys have NATOs in your life too?