losing her sanity....

losing her sanity....

feeling depressed again...i dont know why..but im seriously think im losing my sanity....i must be crazy.... isit the stress....or the weather....or the food....or my fat belly and face.....or......or.......... i dont know....

one moment im smiling happily on cloud no. 9....next moment im in tears and fell from the clouds.....i dont know wats going on in my stupid head now....

sobs....i feel like im breaking down again........

tears just keeps falling......i just wanna cry all day......leave me alone!!!

i dont wanna do anything else today......NOT in the mood for anything........emofied.

oh God...please help me thru this difficult time....im losing focus....losing determination...losing concentration....losing strength....losing my sanity..........

Amidst my stressful mugging days.....

Amidst my stressful mugging days.....

been mugging almost everyday! feeling pretty drained and everyone commented i look very stress and tired...indeed i am...i feel like i've used up too much of my brain cells~ faints..

anyway Saturday was my only free day! no touching of books or notes at all! woke up and waited for bf to come over for lunch with me below my place, after which we headed down to church for our first ever decentralized service! overall service was gd but the band need to work abit harder on coordination~ lotsa errors that day! haa!

anyway after service we went down to Downtown East Streets Café for dinner. well overall its BAD! portion of food is really small, the curry chicken tasted like its pour out of the can and chicken chop was thrown in...the porkchop is only HALF the portion of what is found elsewhere, the beef soup tasted like theres lotsa MSG in it and its pretty tasteless, the drinks were all only alright. thus i would NOT recommend this place to anyone at all! They claim to be authentic but i seriously doubt so!! its all rubbish cooking that can be easily done by anyone!! no effort was made to cook at all! =(

some of the sisters of E254! Me, Rina, Doreen and ShiHui


the food and some of the bros of E254 and our CGL!

anyway after dinner, bf and i left and send Jeremy to Bugis to meet his friends while we headed down to Parklane to meet Karen, WenYa, David, YiFeng and Marcus. The guys played pool while the rest of us girls were busy catching up!! its been a long time since we all met up! hehe! was so happy to see them! =D Soon Myron and Steph came and after playing for awhile we headed down to The Cathay to catch our 12.30am movie, Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen! Marcus's friend, Vivian joined us too! so the 10 of us went in for our show after getting some drinks.

The show was FABULOUS!! i absolutely LOVE Transformer ever since a kid while watching the cartoon. and i've been waiting for this since their last movie back in 2007!~ On top of that, all my classmates had watched the show last wk and had been excitedly telling me so much bout the show!! Thus i was really excited to watch it! I wouldnt wanna share what happened in the show as i dont wish to spoil this wonderful show for those who havent watch! But i would definitely give it 6/5 Popcorns! haha! Its just so good it had to exceed my rating chart!! hehe! Totally recommended!!! and to end this post, I LOVE Bumble Bee and Optimus Prime!! Definitely 2 of my Favourite Autobots! =D And i guess EVERY guy would be more interested in Megan Fox where she was running and her boobs were bouncing! haha! the expression on the guy's faces during that scene were just hilarious! hahah! =D

the show ended at about 3+am before we headed home to rest for the night.. =)

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Bleeding Love



Closed off from love, I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough, and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen, oh

But somethin’ happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found somethin’ true
And everyone’s looking ‘round
Thinkin’ I’m going crazy, oh

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
You cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear, but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from fallin’, yeahyeah, oh

But nothin’s greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness, I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m goin’ crazy, baby, baby

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
You cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
You cut me open

And it’s drainin’ all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love (love)
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, (oh, keep bleedin’ love) keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, (I keep) keep, keep bleedin’ love
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

LuLu have new strings!!

LuLu have new strings!!

if you're wondering again...Lulu is my Black Beauty Guitar! haha! Well, i left it with Winston during my last guitar lesson, and took his Classical guitar home. and while he was tuning Lulu, one of the strings broke!! And thus Winston was VERY nice to go get the whole new set of strings for Lulu and taught me to restring it during my guitar lesson again with him today! Yay! New set of strings for Lulu! now Lulu looks much newer, brighter and nicer! =D

Winston's Classical guitar! (FYI. he has 3 guitars at home! other 2 are acoustic just like Lulu)



Removal of of strings~ Lulu is naked!! =p



Restringing in Process~



Lulu's new strings~ with Colourful ends! weeeeeeee~

On top of that, we bought the whole pack of Yupi Gummy Bears to eat as we're both having Gummy Bear Cravings! LOL! Gummy Bears are LOVE♥!! Yuriko is a Silly Happy Girl!! =D

Yupi Baby Gummy Bears!! Rawr!!! hehe!

7 Things - Miley Cyrus

7 Things (i hate and like about you!)



sha, sha, sha , sha

I probably shouldn’t say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome, but we lost it
It’s not possible for me, not to care
And now we’re standing in the rain
But nothing’s ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It’s awkward and it’s silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I’ll believe it
If you text it, I’ll delete it
Let’s be clear
Oh I’m not coming back
You’re taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s
When we kiss I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we’re intertwined, everything’s alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you
You do

oh

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la la la
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today is gonna be a better day....(i hope)

today is gonna be a better day....(i hope)

having sucha bad day yesterday, i really hope today would be gd....thus i'm hoping, hoping and still hoping.....

being the ever optimistic and jovial me, im gonna make today a good day!!

*hops around~*

gonna go find things to do now~!

depressed.

depressed.

day itself started off bad. woke up with eye infection and very bad flu. after which went to have lunch at McDonalds and wanted to start off my muggin engine early. but i was totally irritated by a bunch of ACS Independent KIDS! gosh. alrdy feeling very stressed and vexed, they added on to my frustration. i seriously almost thought i was gonna kill somebody just now. totally inconsiderate and tinks they own the bloody place. when i hinted to them my displeasure in hope they will lower their volume and stop rocking the chair which was connected to mine and stop shaking their legs, they retaliated rudely and said sacarstically that i dont own the place. -.-" how childish can that get. oh my tian.

i soon shifted seats and blasted my music out loud in hope to drown their noises, but they were simply too loud. thankfully when they started their own mugging it got slightly better.

anyway i started alone from 1+pm til 6+pm before the rest of my classmates came...and at 8+pm i decided its time i go home to rest as i was simply too tired. but upon reaching home, insomnia struck me again. lying in bed with tears in my eyes and feeling pretty vexed now, thus i ended up coming online to blog. sigh.

feeling very stressed up, vexed, sick, tired, worn out, exhausted, emofied, frustrated, jaded, neglected, crazy, nonsensical, crappy, stressed up, vexed, sick, tired, worn out, exhausted, emofied, frustrated, jaded, neglected, crazy, nonsensical, crappy, stressed up, vexed, sick, tired, worn out, exhausted, emofied, frustrated, jaded, neglected, crazy, nonsensical, crappy, stressed up, vexed, sick, tired, worn out, exhausted, emofied, frustrated, jaded, neglected, crazy, nonsensical, crappy, stressed up, vexed, sick, tired, worn out, exhausted, emofied, frustrated, jaded, neglected, crazy, nonsensical, crappy, stressed up, vexed, sick, tired, worn out, exhausted, emofied, frustrated, jaded, neglected, crazy, nonsensical, crappy.....totally JADED.


lotsa thoughts running in my mind now....

oh god, pleas give me a peace of mind and some comfort...im really in need of my rest. sighh.....

Farewell party for Lance!

Farewell party for Lance!

spend the whole of my day studying at KAP as usual. Studied til bout 11pm before we parted and went home. i then changed and took a cab down to Golden Mile Complex to meet Simin, Linda, ShinJin, Lance, Nic, Dicky, Tong, Darren , Sha, Cheesy and their friend at Thai Disco 2 for Lance's farewell, as he'll be leaving SG to further his studies.

It was like reliving my clubbing days back in sparks, club 3 and rush! the DJ played techno music!! haha! all of us got so excited upon hearing those songs! brings back younger days memories! as we were all dancing on higher ground, i guess the DJ caught sight of us and our excitement and decided to play a couple of techno songs til i got tired (getting old ya. no stamina unlike in the past where i can dance for hours nonstop!) and sat down, before the DJ played other songs~ haa!

anyway the night was great with wonderful company of my friends, jugs of beer and Johnnie Walker Black label~ and at about 3am we left as the places closes for the night....

Linda Darling and Me!


Me and Friends! (Main Pict :Me, Linda and Lance!)


the girls for the night!


the people~


Lance and ShinJin with 2 of the Thai Girls!

Latest News! King of Pop, Michael Jackson has passed on...

Latest News! King of Pop, Michael Jackson has passed on...

guess many are pretty devastated and sad bout it, since he is just a legend! anyway RIP MJ!

More info on this news can be found here!
http://www.cinematical.com/2009/06/25/breaking-michael-jackson-dies/


ok anyway back to my usual rants. More mugging session today~ Yesterday went to school for lessons thus didnt go down to KAP to mug nor go for the last session of BS. sigh. sad. but worse of all, i didnt benefit from the lesson at all, cuz i was having a bad headache and flu and thus ate panadols and flu tablet before lesson, and i ended up dozing off and slping in class due to the drowsiness! faints~ sigh...but no choice~

so yea, im gonna be back at KAP (King Albert Park) McDonalds again later to continue Mugging!!

Gambatte to me!!

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