its been a bad bad day...

its been a bad bad day...

today is by far one of the worse days i've had since quite some time....many things cropped up at work...wonder wats wrong with me today..i keep forgetting things...to make it worse..i was too bz for lunch! turn out had to get Cynthia darz to 'ta-bao' a packet of fries from McDonalds..after lunch time...things didnt get better at all...to add on..i had a terrible headahe..therefore i went to get 2 pills of panadol extra from the pantry...and half an hr later...i was feeling like crap! my lowblood kicked in...i was feeling super nauseous...my hands started trembling...cold sweats formed..and i felt like vomitting..and yea..i did vomitted in the end...but only water came out..it was horrible...it felt like im gonna die anytime...and i lmost fainted...i felt weak and didnt even haf the strength to get out of my seat to walk, type or even write...and i didnt haf appetite at all.all i could eat were sweets from Cynthia..and thankfully for the sweets..i did feel slightly better...left office at bout 6+ and head down to LJS for dinner bfore heading to sch...

was quite excited bout sch initially..den something made me rather pissed....well..being nice..i agreed to help David tk the books for this wk as he's out of town...was expecting tt Shina would come since she said she'll stop her tuition and concentrate on her studies his semester...turn out she couldnt make it as she had to give tuition to her students and claim its her last lesson this wk...so she asked me to help her tk her book...the book for this module, Biz Econs is like freaking thick! as i was alrdy feeling unwell..i didnt wanna risk taking 3 books home in case i faint halfway home! so i got Glenn to help me out....he reluctantly agreed initially..den suddenly halfway thru the lesson he said he didnt wanna bring it home ler..cuz its too heavy and asked me to just leave the book in sch and get Shina to tk it home herself...but i've alrdy promised her and was worried she wont haf the book...tried to persuade him to help..but end up..when lesson ended he handed the book back to me and just said.."im not bringing it back..u wan u bring else leave it here and ask her tk herself"...i was freaking pissed off upon hearing tt and just took the book from him and said..."forget it..i tk myself..and stormed away.."..some of u may think im childish...and yes...he can choose to tk or not...but dont haf to show this kinda attitude to me! im not the one at fault u know! and im just asking for help... wat kinda friend is this!? knowing i wasnt feeling well...yet he had to be so unkind and unhelpful!! arghhh! some may tink im dumb to keep helping her...but well..wat are frens for... and yes...end of day...i really brought home 3 THICK and HEAVY books home...when i reached home i felt as if my arms were gonna brk!

and sorry Shina for flaring up at you...its just tt i care...and i hope my effort wont go to waste..so i do hope u'll put in the effort too..cuz i wan my frens ard me to do well too ya...just glad that u understand... =)