Timbre @ The Substation

Timbre @ The Substation

He came to pick me up after work and we went to Timbre @ The Substation to celebrate our belated 2nd Year Anniversary as i was having my exams and he was busy during the actual day. Place and ambient was not bad, food was good, drink is also good, staff are mostly very friendly and apologetic except one. But their service is pretty slow and kinda screwed up in the sense they serve food to wrong tables and tk hours to serve the food. To make matters worse, we were informed that the gas stove was having some problems, they ran outta chicken wings, and i hardly eaten the whole day and was feeling VERY hungry! =( A hungry Yuriko is a angry Yuriko! *sulks*



In the car while on the way to Timbre. i was bored and started camwhoring as usual~ haa!


at Timbre!


Stanley looking at the menu and making the order.


and so we reached there at about 6+ to 7pm, ordered the food and drinks. drinks came first without a doubt, followed by the cheesy baked mussels that came shortly after. then we waited til 8+pm before the Pizza came..have a feeling they forgotten about us!! and then we waited til they fix the stove and cooked our Sirloin Steak which i suspect that they had initially served it to the wrong table, as we saw a guy seating nearby who came much much much later but his steak was served first! ARGH! by the time the sirloin steak came it was about 9+pm! i was so angry i had told them i wanted to cancel the order for the steak! they keep coming to tell us another 10mins, then after 20mins, they came by and apologise and said it'll come in 5 to 10mins. but then another half hr past and still no sign of the steak! argh!! and so i told one of the waiter that i wanna cancel the steak! he wasnt too happy, but anyway 10mins later he came by with the steak in hand and said its alrdy done. and gave a very bad attitude! i had so wanted to complain him la! other staff were very nice! He is the only black sheep! Gosh! I could have shouted in his face and said "Which part of my 'Cancel our Steak' do you not understand and rejected it right away!~" but alas i didnt, cuz i could tell in Stanley's eyes that he had really wanna eat the steak since he kept telling me bout how nice it was and we had kinda came specially down just for the steak. sigh..and so not wanting to spoil the day further, i just kept quiet, ignored the waiter and calmed myself down...


Our food and drinks! His Vodka Redbull, Mine Lychee Freeze, and our Cheesy Baked Mussels, Sirloin Steak and Pizza Half-Half (Triple Mushroom and German Sausage with Pepper)


Us at Timbre!


then Stan said he was tired, so after the steak and finishing our drinks, we left the place without watching the liveband...

it just aint my day...simply unlucky to the max. thats all i can say. argh!! it was suppose to be a very nice lovely day of celebration...but things just didnt turn out the way we expect and want it to be....kinda disappointed...but still...nonetheless, thanks baby for bringing me there for dinner and making the effort to celebrate our belated 2nd yr. =)

feeling a sense of satisfaction!!

feeling a sense of satisfaction!!

cuz i did something from my list of things to do! i went for a morning 2km jog at 6am! weeeee~ finally moved my lazy bum after procrastinating for so long! hah! hopefully i will have the determination to go for more of such jogs with an increase in distance!! im in need to lose weight!! my huge tummy looks pregnant! faints!

and i just dropped Muffin off at his groomer for his full grooming! will update more new picts of his new furcut soon! hehe!

anyway gonna go Timbre @ The Substation tonight with Stanley to celebrate our belated 2yrs anniversary.. looking forward as he mentioned the place is nice with gd food and great liveband when he went not too long ago with his friends. =)

will update bout it tmr! stay tuned! =)

RWAR~

RWAR~

gosh my life have been pretty monotonous these days that i have nothing much to blog at all!! i've opened this "New Post" page many a times. but just as i wanna blog, i realise i simply have nothing to blog...

Life has been pretty boring....

been at home doing the housechores, packing up my room and packing up some old stuffed toys which i've planned to donate to the orphanage for the moment. Its less then half my collection, but i'm just not ready to let all my precious go yet! Some have sentimental values and some are birthday gifts etc. Guess it'll take me some time to slowly learn to let go and be gracious enough to donate them all to the orphanages.. The reason i'm even thinking of letting some of my precious go is cuz of the lovely heartwarming smiley faces i saw during my last mission trip to a orphanage in batam. Thats when i decided i needed to do something! =)


part of the stuffed toys and dolls and sally secret dolly that im gonna donate to the orphanage! =)

other then that i've simply been rotting in front of my laptop, and i only go out at night for suppers with friends to catch up..

other than that my life is pretty boring now...nothing exciting happening in my life!! to think i had a list of things i wanna do before my exams...duhz~

think im gonna start working on some of the items on my list soon! as for now...i'll continue rotting my day away....cuz i'm still feeling tired every single day though my exams are already over...-.-" my bio clock havent properly tuned back yet! my slping hours have all gone haywire~

and some friends even commented that i have very puffy and sad eyes..-.-" its probably due to my lack of proper slp...


Evidence of my boredom and puffy eyes~ -.-"


bah~ gonna go do some facial mask for now! ciao~

Smile! Cuz its a wonderful day!

Smile! Cuz its a wonderful day!

Flowers nv fail to put a smile on my face, chase the blues away, and brightens up my gloomy days! =)



My thoughts manifested once again! Outta the blue today, my door bell rang. Looking at the clock, i couldnt think of anyone who would come by my place at that hour. So i guessed it was probably the Newspaper man collecting the monthly subscription fee, or some sales man. But to my surprise when i look thru the lil hole on my door to check who it is, i saw an aunty holding a bouquet of flowers.

And so i opened the door and she pass me the flowers, ask me to sign off the acknowledgment slip and said the flowers were addressed to ME!! i was so happy!! haha! i didnt ask much, closed the door and took the flowers back to my room right away. Notice there was a card attached and so i was curious to see what was written on it and who its from! Guess what! No names written. Instead its stated that its from A Secret Admirer! LOL!!

One thing for sure its definitely not from Stan, as he's not the kind who would give or surprise me with flowers outta the blue. And to him its just a pure waste of money. Spend awhile thinking who it could be from while admiring at the beautiful roses..But alas, i gave up thinking and was just happy and contented looking at the bouquet!

Haha!! Well, i think i've mentioned before in one of my past post, that i rarely receive flowers in this whole entirely life of mine! The amount of times i received and the no. of stalk can be easily counted!! Just a recollection~ i've received a small bouquet of 3 stalks of Pink Roses back when i was in secondary school from one of my ex bf ChongMing during vday, another stalk of Red Rose from yet another ex bf Jack during vday, a stalk of Sunflower(my fave!) beautifully wrapped and in a bouquet from Kevin on a random day, a bouquet of Pink Roses for one of my photoshoot from Glenn (not exactly counted ba. cuz its suppose to be a prop for the shoot! but still sweet of him to get them for me!), and another stalk of Red Rose from a Secret Admirer whom sent it to my office back when i was still working in OMS! (Gosh that came as a shock to me and i thought there is a stalker at my work place! Til date i still dont know who it is from! ). and the last one i received was a stalk of Red Rose from my bf Stanley during vday. Yeap and that is all!!

And now an addition to my recollection!! a really beautiful bouquet of 10 red roses from yet another secret admirer!! hahaa!! =D This is definitely the prettiest bouquet as its beautifully wrapped up in white and tied with a gold ribbon! My fave colour combination! White and Gold! I LOVE! =D On top of that its also the biggest bouquet i've received in my life compared to those i received in the past! Hehe! (i aint that worried bout who it is from, as im sure its from someone close since my address is known! and it must be someone who had planned to brighten up my day and make me smile! just to let u know...u certainly did!)

In anyway whoever it is, my secret admirer~ Thanks for the awesome looking bouquet of roses! Really beautiful! And it u've succeeded! as it certainly put a big wide smile on my face and without a doubt brightened up my day! Thanks so much! =D


The Passion of Aphrodite!

i cant slp again!!!

i cant slp again!!!


ARGHHHHHH!!!! and its already 3am now!!

so near yet so far...

so near yet so far...

everything seems so near yet so far for me now....

one of it would be my studies....its so near to ending and graduating..but yet..seems so far.....

sigh.....

and the list goes on..........

Now Heaven be Open~

Now Heaven be Open~

Because of You -CHC

(Verse)
Because of You, I was born again
Because of You, I’m ransomed by Your grace
Because of You, My heart has found a home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You, Sins are washed away
Because of You, Heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You’ve broken every chain

(Chorus)
Unfailing Love, so unreserved, You gave Yourself on Calvary
And now I stand, forever free, My Saviour rescued me.

(Bridge)
Now heaven, be open, Our God is, unshaken, We worship, Christ risen High above
Now heaven, be open, All kingdoms, all nations, Declare that “You are God”


A very nice song that i learn during our saturday service at CHC! i especially love the Bridge part~ =)



anyway just a quick run thru of my weekend...

1) Friday spend my day slping til afternoon and rotted til evening Stan came over for dinner with my below my place and we went back to his place to rot and waited for time to pass. At 8pm we went for our CellGroup Meeting which was awesome before heading back to his place to rest for the night.

2) Saturday woke up to eat, rot, nap, watch tv, and in the evening we went for our church service at CHC. Service was gd as always and we learnt new songs of praise and worship! After service, it was fellowship time where we had dinner at Geylang Lor 9! Had the yummy Beef Hor fan! havent eaten that since years back in my clubbing days where i use to go eat with Linda and friends! =) Anyway after that didnt join them for durians or ktv as Stan had to attend a funeral and thus send me home first.

3) i stayed home the rest of the night of Saturday. had wanted to go out. But was suffering with a bad headache again! *sulks*

4) Sunday, which is today, woke up and rotted my day away...did some troubleshooting for my Mum's computer, watched tv, and took a nap, woke up had dinner and watched tv and here i am online now~

After exam celebration~

After exam celebration~

yea as mentioned i needed drinks~ and so my study group planned an after exam celebration last night! but sadly Kelvin and Mike didnt join us and Alan left shortly after as he was way too tired... and so the rest of us, namely, Jerrain, Jeffrey, Seth, Glenn, Cheryl and Me went for our drinks at the old District Bar which have since been renamed to Givande Ktv Pub located at Keong Saik Road. We had a couple of jugs of beer, with some calamari and chicken wings, played games, chatted, took photos, sang songs...the night was kinda quiet withut the other 3 guys around...but its still fun nonetheless. =) soon it was already 12+ to 1 and some of them had to go home to rest for the night as they had to work the next day..


Our Best Singer! Jeffrey!


The Girls for the night! =) Me, Jerrain Da Jie and Cheryl!


Me with Jerrain Da Jie, Me with Seth Da Ge, Glenn with Cheryl and Seth Da Ge catching bear for his beloved Val! =)


GroupShot and Our Drinks! =)

and so i left and took a cab down to meet Simin, Linda, Yvonne to attend Simin's boss's birthday celebration at Club Ratchada.. as i reached pretty late i was made to down many glasses of liqour upon reaching...one after another with each and everyone...gosh..what a night..after which we went to have Bak Kut Teh for supper before Michael send us all back home.. =)


at Club Ratchada! Our drinks, my girls and Me with Simin having Bak Kut Teh!

i had a great night of drinks to down my sorrows~ haha! looking forward to my next session! =)

its over, im screwed.

its over, im screwed. and i dont wanna talk about it.

it was a disaster. i nv felt worse coming out of an exam hall. i almost teared. or mayb i did a lil. but held back my tears as i didnt wan my mates to worry. i totally went blank. i couldnt answer at all. i was blabbering nonsense thru out and i only manage to blabber 2 and a half page per question. it was crap.

and im still feeling pretty disappointed with myself!

as mention my papers were ok - not so ok - bad - worse!!

argh! i so wanna strangle myself!!

anyway its over.....

dont wanna think so much anymore....

in need of DRINKS tonight!!!

the final obstacle!

the final obstacle!

yeap...tmr is our final paper! 3 papers are alrdy down...sigh...getting from ok to bad to worse....

first paper GBE was alright...Ecomm and RSM were back to back on Monday and Tuesday..and it was sucha killer! EC wasnt too bad although not very good....but RSM was horrid! sigh...the topics we focused on didnt appear...and thus i was in a lost state when i opened the question paper. i sat there and stare at the paper for 10mins in disbelieve before reality eventually sank in and i rush to start on the paper which i had no confidence in and totally didnt know what to do...i could sense smoke coming out from me!! smoking my way thru and writing whatever nonsense that comes into my head.... =( *sulks*

i still remember both me and Alan's reaction...well he so happened to be sitting with me during exam...and we both just blurped out "SHIT"....gosh and i almost did a WarCry!!

anyway its over and theres nothing much i can do bout it now.....can only pray hard for the best!!

as for tmr's paper..sigh.....very worried....cuz i did minimal preparations for it as compared to the first 3 papers! in another 11hrs plus from now the paper would start....feeling freaking stressed up right now....

but yet cant wait for it to be all over and done with!! i seriously am in need of alcohol intoxication!! drinks drink and more drinks!!!

oh yea...tt reminds me....sidetrack abit.....i shared a can of Tiger ytd with Jerrain while we mugged til 5am! haha! yay~ Tiggeress had Tiger! weeeeee~

ok back to my ranting....Yawns...im so tired!! i NEED rest rest and MORE rest and SLEEP! i've been lacking of slp for these past weeks..slping only about 4 hrs a day..and its taking quite a toll on my body!! i feel like my body is breaking up and aging very quickly!! argh~

My Insomnia is getting from bad to worse!!

My Insomnia is getting from bad to worse!!

yeap...as mentioned i slept very late last night...and i also mentioned in my previous post that after tt post i would be taking a nap before heading down to Changi Airport to meet my mates. but i ended up tossing in bed for 1 to 2 hrs...and when i finally doze off...it was only 15 to 30 mins before i was awoken by noises and the loud volume of the TV from the living room as my mum opened my door whilst i was asleep! and i really hate it when people open my door when im slping...cuz i dread noises, especially in the day as im not usually a afternoon napper and thus i can be quite a light sleeper in the day! on top of that i dread the light that was sipping thru the lil gaps of the windows, curtains and all~ argh~ i tried heading back to slp after i stomped my feet around my room and screamed to vent my frustration! but i just couldnt. and after an hr of frustrated tossing and turning, i went to the kitchen to look for my Cough Syrup!! The only final solution i had to get myself to slp!!

I didnt wanna tk it initally as i worry i would over slept and be in too deep a sleep and i worry i would feel drowsy even after i wake up...plus eating too much medicine isnt a good thing! thus i HAD tried to avoid it as much as i can....but the frustration i get from the insomnia was just killing me! and i badly needed a good rest! and so i drank a 1/4 or 1/2 a bottle of the cough syrup and headed to slp!

FINALLY!! zZzz....

and at 9pm exactly on the dot, i recieved a wake up call from Kelvin. but after i hang up i was still feeling very drowsy and thus headed back to slp til bout 10pm and i woke up to bathe, wash up and headed down to Changi Airport to meet my mates to continue mugging.

upon reaching i just couldnt concentrate..i was feeling hungry, sleepy, grumpy, and very drowsy! ate my dinner and stoned around for awhile before taking a stroll with Jerrain around the airport and bought Polar cakes to eat! Yummy! Thanks Da Jie for the chocolate cake which was really VERY SWEET and Sinful! =D But i LIKE! haha!

at about 2am, Seth, Valarie, Jerrain and Jeffrey left to catch the movie, Harry Porter. Didnt wanna join them though i was kinda tempted to watch it too, as they're both couples and i would be an extra if i joined. And so i stayed on with Alan and Kelvin as they both didnt wanna watch it, and we continued mugging til 4+am before the 2 of them couldnt endure the lethargy and decide to head home....but the ironic thing was...the longer i stayed on there, the more hyper and energetic i become~ guess its cuz the food in me had digested and the effect of the cough syrup had subsided!!

and so upon reaching home and washing up and eating the yummy chocolate cake, here i am now at 5.53am and am still online with my eyes wide open! =( guess i'll be gulping cough syup to slp again soon~ will need to go to KAP to meet them again to continue our mugging session at 3pm~

ENDURE JASMINE!! less than week more to go only!! after which i would be FREE! in need of drinks, partying, alcohol intoxications, companionship of my dear friends, swimming, shopping, the sun sand and sea, hugs and kisses, love, cuddles and warmth!!


anyway this is pretty random.... a "Get Well Soon" basket of gifts for my Mum from her company as she was hospitalized as mentioned!! and my Darling seems more excited than us! he was siting right beside it and inspecting me while i was opening the basket! and he even pose for me to take a picture of him with the basket!! Hehe! Yeap thats my cute little darling! =) Smiling so happily! hehe! I LOVE MY DARLING MUFFIN! =)

1 paper down. 3 more to go.

1 paper down. 3 more to go.

didnt manage to get much slp....had wanted to head to bed at 11+pm last night. i ended up lying in bed at 12midnight...but toss and turned and listened to the whole of the album, [In Search of Sunrise 1] TWICE!! before i manage to doze off...and that would mean i was lying in bed listening to the songs with lotsa thoughts running thru my head for 2hrs+ and only got to slp at 2+am. sigh...

this morning woke up at 5.30am. waited for dad to finish bathing, before i get to bathe and rushed down to Tea Garden McDonalds to meet Kelvin and Seth for Breakfast and do some last minute run-through of our notes before heading to school for our 1st battle! but by the time i got to McDonalds, they had already finished their breakfast. -.-" so i ended up eating alone. Alan soon joined us and we left at 8.20am to head to school to mugged a lil more before heading into the Exam Hall at 9am.

Had my GBE (Global Business Economy) paper just now. Well i wouldnt say its bad cuz what we studied did came out. and i manage to write the points that i remember. But my only regret is that i didnt have enough time to write more and elaborate..and i guess i was simply writing too slowly and think too slowly. whichever....

after the paper...we headed to Bukit Timah Market for lunch together before heading to KAP McDonalds. But they soon got tired and we left at 1+ for home to rest. Yea am suppose to be resting now as we're planning to meet at Changi Airport tonight to study til 6am! but....i just have too many thoughts in mind now to slp! sigh....

lotsa words and thoughts unspoken....so much in mind...yet i cant express them out in words here..........nope not here.........i guess i'll leave those in my private post and to my close ones........

meanwhile i'll try not to think too much....my exams are at hand right now....they are much more important..and i can afford to do badly for any of them...so yea....i shall TRY to leave those for another time........

drained. tired. jaded. numbed. 我真的累了...

Sorry for the lack of updates these days!!

Sorry for the lack of updates these days!!

due to my commitment to my studies, im hardly online and barely have the time to blog! I'm always mugging at KAP in the day and Changi Airport T2 at night til wee hours of the morning!

Thus please pardon me! Will update about my week's happening soon!!! Stay tuned! =)

As for now, im gonna go out soon to KK hospital to fetch my Mum who just underwent an operation, before heading out to study with my classmates again!! Exams commences tomorrow morning at 9am!! STRESSS!!


Meanwhile, HAPPY 2nd Year Anniversary to my Baby!! Though im unable to be with you right now, you know my heart is always with you!! =) Looking forward to our belated celebration after my exams! *hugs* LOVE YOU! =)

Countdowns!

Countdowns!

4 More days to Our 2nd Yr Anniversary! 16July ♥

5 More days to the Commencement of my Yr3 2nd Semester Exams! 17July09 - 23July09!!

Stress Stress and more Stress~ only a few more days to go and yet i still dont feel ready at all!! On top of that, it meant that we're unable to celebrate our 2nd Anniversary on the actual day as i'll be busy with my exam preparations! Sigh....Will have a belated celebration after my exams though.. =) Looking forward~

In fact i've alrdy got lotsa plans up after my exams!!

★ belated 2nd Yr Anniversary Celebration with Bf!
★ 2nd visit to the Orphanage and HouseOfRefuge in Batam [26July09]
★ diving trip!
★ meet up with Erica and Caelyn for shopping and catching up!
★ meet up with Daphanie darling for suntanning, shopping and catching up!
★ meet up with many other good friends! (Simin, Linda, Yvonne, Derek, Brandon, Darren, Kevin, etc.)
★ take up either Vocal/Salsa/Pole lessons (still in the midst of deciding which to tk up first)
★ cook up something nice for dearest Bf!
★ revamp my room and clear up the mess i made these days due to overwhelming books and notes for exams!
★ bring Muffin for grooming!
★ focus on improving on my Guitar!
★ start on my FYP!! (This is IMPT!)
★ go jogging, swimming, gym, dieting!!! (I badly need to lose weight! gained so much during this exams stress period!)
★ etc... (seriously i think my list of things to do can go on and on...i've got so much to accomplish after exams~!)


okok..back to my MUGGING for now~

i always LOVE saturdays!

i always LOVE saturdays!

yeap. cuz its the only day of the wk i meet my bf, since it my mugging period right now, and we're both simply too busy!

well he came by in the afternoon and had lunch below my place and went to buy some potato chips! yummy! after which headed back to his place. he took his nap while i was watching tv and munching away on the potato chips! and at about 4+ we prep and went for Church service as usual at Expo. We had a very inspiring and powerful speaker cum pastor with us that day, and he is non other then Dr A.R. Bernard! He was so good that the service lasted for 3 hrs!! WOW!

My PotatoChips and SuperRings! yummy! =)

after service, as it was raining, we decided to have dinner with some of the CGM at Macau Express located at Expo! fellowship was great! even though this time round there were only a few of us since the others had other appointments to rush to. But we certainly had a great time chatting bout old handphones, pagers, studies abroad, falling down, bumping into glass doors and etc.! Its so funny we kept laughing throughout! On top of that, the food at Macau Express was quite GOOD too! tasty, the portion was just right and the drinks were all quite refreshing and nice! =) After which we send a few of them to the MRT station before making our way back home for the night as we were both very tired. =)

the yummy food~ Macau Fried rice, PorkChop Spaghetti, Baked Beef Spagetti, Noodles, Baked Rice, Etc.
and the yummy drinks, HK Milk Tea, Rose Tea and WaterCres with Honey!
and of cuz, the nice people! =)

Coffee Session after a tiring mugging day!

Coffee Session after a tiring mugging day!

been mugging the whole day and was feeling pretty lethargic and drained. by 7+pm i just couldnt read another word of my notes. thus i spend my time playing with my darling Muffin, watched tv and chatted with my Mum and Bro. On top of that i got Mummy to help me to apply some oil and rub on my sprained ankle which by now have a huge BlueBlack!!

left picture shows the swelling. right picture shows the awful looking blueblack!

after which was online chatting with one of my very good and old friend since 8yrs ago, Brandon, and realise we've not met for quite long and got alot to catch up on! And so we made a pretty impulsive decision to meet up for coffee session at Siglap Starbucks!

Did some catching up while sipping on our coffee and before we know it, we've chatted for bout 2-3hrs. But as i was pretty drained from the whole day of mugging and he was also very tired after a whole busy day at work, we decided to head home for the night. =)

Upon reaching home, continued playing with Muffin and starting my all time favorite hobby, Cam-Whoring!! LOL!

My Darling Muffin!!

My Darling Muffin and Me!

yours truly~

i SPRAINed my Ankle!! Sobs!

i SPRAINed my Ankle!! Sobs!

in PAIN right now!! ankle is swelling up and looking like pig legs soon!

super silly and clumsy me as usual~ was walking from Cathay (as i park my car there) and walked over to PS to meet my classmate Glenn for dinner before heading to school....on the way...i bumped into Xan! been awhile since we last met!! and i got excited to say hi!! didnt see the steps! Tripped! Fell! Sprained!!!

Sobs~ super painful now~ after which i was limping to PS for dinner and limp to class! faints~ worse of all, i had to climb the stairs to get to class!! sigh~

after class went to Timbre Old School to meet an old friend Kevin to catch up! been awhile since i last met him! had pizza and buffalo wings and i had a pint of Erdinger White. chatted for awhile and enjoyed the lifeband singing there bfore we head home seperately. =) Its been nice catching up old friend! =D See ya again soon! and i hope your days at work would be better! Cheer up alright! Jia you! =)

Randomness!

Randomness!

i so wanna blog....but upon clicking on Create New Post. i suddenly blanked out. i've got nothing to blog about these days. Nothing special or interesting happened. Just me mugging at KAP everyday.

i've been having the Gummybears cravings these days. And have actually been eating them everyday!! i've had like more than 6 packs of GummyBears, meaning i chewed off many heads!! haha!

All the different GummyBears i've eaten these few days~ Yupi GummyBears, FirstChoice GummyBears, SourGummyBears and the last pack is from Germany! Germany GummyBears! Yummy!!!

but kinda sick of it now...my next craving...JELLYBEANS!! hahaha! Weeeeee~

losing her sanity....

losing her sanity....

feeling depressed again...i dont know why..but im seriously think im losing my sanity....i must be crazy.... isit the stress....or the weather....or the food....or my fat belly and face.....or......or.......... i dont know....

one moment im smiling happily on cloud no. 9....next moment im in tears and fell from the clouds.....i dont know wats going on in my stupid head now....

sobs....i feel like im breaking down again........

tears just keeps falling......i just wanna cry all day......leave me alone!!!

i dont wanna do anything else today......NOT in the mood for anything........emofied.

oh God...please help me thru this difficult time....im losing focus....losing determination...losing concentration....losing strength....losing my sanity..........

Amidst my stressful mugging days.....

Amidst my stressful mugging days.....

been mugging almost everyday! feeling pretty drained and everyone commented i look very stress and tired...indeed i am...i feel like i've used up too much of my brain cells~ faints..

anyway Saturday was my only free day! no touching of books or notes at all! woke up and waited for bf to come over for lunch with me below my place, after which we headed down to church for our first ever decentralized service! overall service was gd but the band need to work abit harder on coordination~ lotsa errors that day! haa!

anyway after service we went down to Downtown East Streets Café for dinner. well overall its BAD! portion of food is really small, the curry chicken tasted like its pour out of the can and chicken chop was thrown in...the porkchop is only HALF the portion of what is found elsewhere, the beef soup tasted like theres lotsa MSG in it and its pretty tasteless, the drinks were all only alright. thus i would NOT recommend this place to anyone at all! They claim to be authentic but i seriously doubt so!! its all rubbish cooking that can be easily done by anyone!! no effort was made to cook at all! =(

some of the sisters of E254! Me, Rina, Doreen and ShiHui


the food and some of the bros of E254 and our CGL!

anyway after dinner, bf and i left and send Jeremy to Bugis to meet his friends while we headed down to Parklane to meet Karen, WenYa, David, YiFeng and Marcus. The guys played pool while the rest of us girls were busy catching up!! its been a long time since we all met up! hehe! was so happy to see them! =D Soon Myron and Steph came and after playing for awhile we headed down to The Cathay to catch our 12.30am movie, Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen! Marcus's friend, Vivian joined us too! so the 10 of us went in for our show after getting some drinks.

The show was FABULOUS!! i absolutely LOVE Transformer ever since a kid while watching the cartoon. and i've been waiting for this since their last movie back in 2007!~ On top of that, all my classmates had watched the show last wk and had been excitedly telling me so much bout the show!! Thus i was really excited to watch it! I wouldnt wanna share what happened in the show as i dont wish to spoil this wonderful show for those who havent watch! But i would definitely give it 6/5 Popcorns! haha! Its just so good it had to exceed my rating chart!! hehe! Totally recommended!!! and to end this post, I LOVE Bumble Bee and Optimus Prime!! Definitely 2 of my Favourite Autobots! =D And i guess EVERY guy would be more interested in Megan Fox where she was running and her boobs were bouncing! haha! the expression on the guy's faces during that scene were just hilarious! hahah! =D

the show ended at about 3+am before we headed home to rest for the night.. =)

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Bleeding Love



Closed off from love, I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough, and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen, oh

But somethin’ happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found somethin’ true
And everyone’s looking ‘round
Thinkin’ I’m going crazy, oh

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
You cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear, but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from fallin’, yeahyeah, oh

But nothin’s greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness, I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m goin’ crazy, baby, baby

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
You cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
You cut me open

And it’s drainin’ all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love (love)
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, (oh, keep bleedin’ love) keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, (I keep) keep, keep bleedin’ love
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

LuLu have new strings!!

LuLu have new strings!!

if you're wondering again...Lulu is my Black Beauty Guitar! haha! Well, i left it with Winston during my last guitar lesson, and took his Classical guitar home. and while he was tuning Lulu, one of the strings broke!! And thus Winston was VERY nice to go get the whole new set of strings for Lulu and taught me to restring it during my guitar lesson again with him today! Yay! New set of strings for Lulu! now Lulu looks much newer, brighter and nicer! =D

Winston's Classical guitar! (FYI. he has 3 guitars at home! other 2 are acoustic just like Lulu)



Removal of of strings~ Lulu is naked!! =p



Restringing in Process~



Lulu's new strings~ with Colourful ends! weeeeeeee~

On top of that, we bought the whole pack of Yupi Gummy Bears to eat as we're both having Gummy Bear Cravings! LOL! Gummy Bears are LOVE♥!! Yuriko is a Silly Happy Girl!! =D

Yupi Baby Gummy Bears!! Rawr!!! hehe!

7 Things - Miley Cyrus

7 Things (i hate and like about you!)



sha, sha, sha , sha

I probably shouldn’t say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome, but we lost it
It’s not possible for me, not to care
And now we’re standing in the rain
But nothing’s ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It’s awkward and it’s silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I’ll believe it
If you text it, I’ll delete it
Let’s be clear
Oh I’m not coming back
You’re taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s
When we kiss I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we’re intertwined, everything’s alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you
You do

oh

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