im so dead.

im so dead.

im really anxious bout my upcoming 2 other exams...but yet, i cant seem to concentrate or set my mind to study hard for it..i tried mugging....but my mind kept wondering off...many a times i feel like giving up my studies....and even my job...its really so tiring....i just feel so lethargic all the time...i honestly dread work and studies...

but yet i know i haf to hold on for another 1 yrs 9mths and complete this course.. cuz i dont wish to disappoint my parents and pple ard me..including myself...adding on to the fact that in sg...i cant survive without a frigging degree...and not just a degree..but at least a 2nd upper class Honours...of cuz a 1st class would be better..but at the rate im going...i dont tink i wanna aim too high and disappoint myself later on...i cant afford to fail anything...this puts me in alot of pressure...probably the overwhelming stress had made me give up...and made me feel very sick of studying... well in fact since young..studying have nv been my forte or interest...

sigh...oh god..pls give me the strength to carry on..

from now.. i have only 2 and a half days to cramp everything up for my 2 exam paper! and i totally know nuts! i cant rmbr a single things i've read for the pass few days...im so screwed!

updates of my wkends~ (paintball, st james movida, hk cafe, houseparty, ktv, love's birthday)

updates of my wkends~

thursday 20mar08
had the paintball session as mentioned...it was FUN! haa...many people were injured with blueblacks and some even end up having blisters and bleeding...but thank god for me..i escaped everything uninjured! haa`..and the best part was..my team won! =D it was quite an interesting experience being able to hold a 'almost' real gun in hand and shooting away...=) after which went home to wash up and took a cab down to st james to meet vincent, glenn, zhen han, grace and some others at Movida..

friday 21mar08
my boy came to pick me up..went to his place to rot..and in the evening we went to hk cafe for lunch cum dinner...and during dinner..had yummylicious curry fish head tt we bought home from Samy's restaurant...

saturday 22mar08
went to get breakfast..after which went to the car workshop, Gen's concept to get his car thingy done...went home for lunch after tt..and watch tv til he got tired and rested while i play the piano til he woke up and we went to Cheryl's place for dinner gathering along with Jenson, cheryl's fiance, AnAn, Anthony, Kelvin and wife...dinner was cosy and delicious~ everything is specially cooked by Cheryl! yummy! after which had chit chat and wine drinking session for awhile before we head down to Shenton Way's partyworld for ktv session..


looks yummy right~ our sumptuous dinner and dessert~ =D *slurps*

my dear boy and me at ktv

my dear one..

me~ looking very tired i know..haa`..

sunday 23mar08
my boy send me home in the morning..after which i went to KAP to mug with m classmates...and went to get a bday cake from SwissBake..and rushed home to wait for him to finish dinner with his mum before i rushed over to surprise him with his advanced bday cake! hees`.. it'll be his bday on tuesday..but he'll be going for reservice and i worry he wont be able to book out..tts y decided to have a mini celebration for him earlier..=D *hugs* my dear boy. loves`


the bday cake i got for him~ milky raspberry chocolate~!

my dear boy with his cake! *all smiles*

my smart looking boy in uniform and me!~

random me~

random pictures of us..

my charming looking boy in his uniform while preparing to go for his reservice! i've got 'guy-in-uniform' fetish!

me again before i end this post! =D

EXAMS are KILLing my brain cells~

EXAMS are KILLing my brain cells~

just had my ACG paper on Monday and my FM paper ytd... stressed the hell out of me....paper was horrible as well.. i totally couldnt do..sigh...now all i hope for is a pass...and i'll be very glad alrdy~ sigh`.. lets not discuss bout the paper...it'll just demoralize me further...

on sunday, my study group did something facinating!, we squeezed 6 people in a beetle~ 2 in front of coz..and 4 behind! its like so small from the outside..and still pretty crampy in the inside..thanks god we're all considered 'slim'...haa`...so we manage to get in there.. but its pretty difficult to imagine having 4 grown adults at the back of tt small car.. but that car is just so cute la!! haa`.. *loves*



anyway...nth much to blog...everyday its just the same routine...wake up...bath...go to KAP mac and mug...and for exam days..will be wake up, batha nd down to sch to mug before exams... ytd after paper..was feeling super hungry as i only had a bowl of honey star throughout the day..therefore, went for dinner with my Jeffrey..and he's like so worried bout the FM paper we just sat for..haa`..i dont even wanna look back at the exam paper..but there he is lookin thru the paper over dinner...and analyzing how much marks he's gonna score.. haa`.. after dinner...went back home to put my stuff and off to my boy's place...

as for today...gonna haf my co.'s event, Paintball, head at Orchid Country Club...hope it doesnt rain~ and hope all goes smoothly~ as of now..i better get busy at work...stress~ many days of leave and im now piled with things to do~*sulks*

Happy birthday Mikey 大哥！

Happy birthday Mikey 大哥！

was mugging again at KAP McDonalds as usual.... photos as below.. =P



tts wat stress can do to people... priceless expressions and constant praying..

tts Alan and Kelvin in the midst of intensive mugging..

tts me taken by my 大哥 Mike..yea..the usual 'calm' me while everyone else are stressed up!

大哥 Mikey and 小妹 Me!

i feel that this semester everyone are pretty slack as compared to previous few semesters...there's suppose to be like 10 of us in our study group...but we ended up with only 5 of us ytd...haa`...

anyway was feeling rather restless and my mind kept wondering off..been a few days since i last met my boy...and i miss him terribly...therefore i decided to go look for him...left KAP at 10+ and drove down to Serangoon, the usual spot to meet my boy, ansley bro, jialiang, adrian, dilwyn and phyllis..upon meeting, each of the driver took a passenger and we left for Hougang Superbowl...Ansley went bowling while the rest of us head to the famous Punggol Nasi Lemak kopitiam for supper...only that we didnt eat the nasi lemak..instead we ordered dim sum...haa`.. makan and chatted for awhile before we left for home...

anyway...hereby also wanna wish my boy and myself..
Happy 8th Monthniversary! =) *loves*

Chillout saturday`

Chillout saturday`

took a short brkaway from my mugging..my boy came to pick me up after his meeting..and we went back to tk a nap before going out to meet Sylvia, AnAn, Anthony, Cheryl and Bf..and we went to Acid bar to chill before heading to Cineleisure to catch the midnight movie, "10,000BC"..not a bad show...the girl's eyes are so alluring~ in love with blue eyes~ the show is not bad...kinda fantasy though...i like the mammoth and sabertooth too~ so cute!~ other den tt...i feel the action not much ya.. hehes`..anyway after which went to Bencoolen to slack and chatted til 3+am bfore heading home..



our drinks @ Acid Bar

Virgorian!~ haa..can u believe it~ all of us are virgos~ hehes`..sucha coincidence to haf all 4 virgos out together~ [AnAn, Sylvia, Me and Cheryl]

the Guys.

random pict.

stress will results in a fatty me!~

stress will results in a fatty me!~

just a very brief and quick update....

tuesday, 4/3/08, went to Shangri-La hotel, The Line, for dinner buffet with my colleagues, as its a appreciation dinner for the SRC committee members for the 1 yrs of hard work in organising all the events for the company for the past 1 yr... food was splendid! theres a WIDE spread of varieties of oysters, diff intl food and desserts~ we were totally spoilt for choices...and sad to say..we couldnt manage to try everything~ well..tts of cuz since the dinner cost like $80+++, amounting to $100+ a person..ambiance was good, service was oso good.. =) HIGHLY Recommended for the BIG eaters and food, desserts and oysters lover!~ *thumbs up* (^.^)b


dessert dessert desserts~ my love!

an interesting drinks menu board on the dining table...

The Line!

Me and Dawn!

The ladies in the committee!

the roses and a torn~ haa`.. use to haf 2 guys in the committee..but one of them left the co. alrdy..so now only left with the only torn~ =p


wednesday, 5/3/08, after work, Cynthia dar, Diana, Dawn, Carrie, Susan and i went for dinner ard BQ area..it was a ladies night out~ Sadly Siewling had something on and couldnt join us...anyway...had an enjoyable night, chatting and laughing til we almost topple of the chairs during dinner...and having some drinks, pool, chillout and ktv session at Waiting Bar... was an awesome night with my ladies though the place now CMI....but well...gd thing i had great companies with me.. =)


my babes and i at waiting bar~

me & darling Cynthia~

dawn, me and diana~ 2 of them are really sweeties~

susan and me~

me and carrie~

as for today, after work..Siewling, Cynthia and i were walking towards the MRT station to make our way home when i suddenly had waffles craving...so we ended up at Gelare Cafe at Citylink~ yummy~ had waffles of cuz~ and tried the pasta..but the pasta was pretty much crap...quite disappointed though i was kinda prepared for it ya..haa...but well...the waffles there is love~

anyway dear books~ here i come~ will blog again when i haf the time to~ thanks to all my sweet loyal wonderful readers~ =D