i feel so screwed! argh!

i feel so screwed! argh!

[tuning to: jack johnson - rodeo clowns]

just came back from my last paper today...FPOM. its total crap! i've not felt worse after a paper. the exam hall was super cold tt i was literally freezing in there.. it came to a point i can hardly feel my fingers and the pen im holding on to, plus i was having a very bad running nose. sigh`..

wat made me felt worse was MENTAL BLOCK! i totally cant rmbr my facts..and worse of all..i studied too much facts and had so many abbreviation for each tt i mix all of them up~! and the 2 question i focused on and expected would be tested didnt appear...TQM and Responsibilities of Operation Manager. sigh`.. feeling so upset...and it feels like all my effort have gone down the drain for nothing...sighh`... i've not felt so terrible after an exam for a long time... and tis have really affected me alot... in fact its worse den marketing! i personally feel marketing have a higher chance of making it thru compared to this.. dear god...pls help me thru this~ i dont wish to have any supp..as i dont tink i can handle the failure after so much hard work being put in...and i dont tink i can handle so many modules in my coming yr 2 which will be commencing in 1 wk..



anyway..i need a HUGE break!~ will try not to tink bout it anymore since theres nth more i can do about it but wait for a my result to be out likely in 2 mths + time...

as of now...i'm really looking forward to my KL trip with Baby next wk~ and also my upcoming HK trip with my babes~ =D i need lots and lots of retail therapy~

missing my baby lots...and i cant wait to hug him~ so in need of a big tight hug after the huge shock and disappointment from my exams... a few hrs more~

btw...gonna go tk a nap le..feeling super exhausted tt i dont even have the energy to eat lunch..sighh`...later still need to meet my colleagues for ktv session..followed by meeting baby after tt...i will need the energy for later on...so...ciao for now`..

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stress makes pple do silly stuff...

stress makes pple do silly stuff...


haa...yea...tts wat you can when theres too much stress and while u're taking a break from all the mugging at KAP McDonalds with a lappy tt has an integrated cam~ LOL`..

anyway today's paper, Marketing was a total crap! sighh..though i tried very hard to memorise every thing...turns out my brain couldnt accept anything~ sighh..before i even entered the exam room..i alrdy felt super stress, with butterflies in my tummy and the tension was rising within me...kinda felt like crying out and brking down...but felt its pretty dumb..so i didnt...but deep down i was panicking...smsed Baby bout it..and recieved a very comforting reply..=) thks baby`...well..when i opened the question booklet i totally felt like walking out right away...though wat i studied on, Branding and PLC did appear...but i suddenly felt a mental block...i couldnt remember every pointers tt i've read on...and end up talking nonsence and tried very hard to bullshit my way through...ended up i spend tooo much time on tt question and had only 45 mins left for another 2 questions..sighh`..i panicked further...as i just couldnt rmbr the keypoints tt i've memorised so well bfore i entered the exam hall..sighh...turn out i could only write bout a page each...sigh..and i didnt haf enough time to elaborate much or complete my answer totally.. i've got a pretty bad feeling bout it...but anyway..its over..and all i can do now is pray hard tt marker will be lenient~

after exam..left with Mike to Bukit Timah Market for lunch bfore heading down to KAP again to mug on my last paper, FPOM..and Mike bought Donuts!! *Yummy*~ hees`...Thanks Mike for offering some to me! keke` =)


looks super nice right~ haa`..

tts MIKE trying to catch a nap after exams...Wahaha~ see what i mean by stress can make pple do silly stuff~ LOL

anyway...im gonna go slp soon! gotta wake up early tmr to go MUG again at KAP! nitey to all and wish me luck yea~ =)

the next battle counting down 3days..

the next battle counting down 3days..

[tuning to: olivia - all out of love]

ytd woke up pretty late...went out to Kallang KFC for our Brunch...after which baby send me to KAP to study ler...and at bout 6+ he came over to pick me up...and later at night we went to the airport to pick his dad up...

as for today..woke up very early~ and therefore we decided to go down to Kallang Macdonalds for breakfast!~ though im really sick of Macdonalds since i've been eating it for the past few wks without fail...but i ahven get the chance to eat the breakfast as everytime i reach its lunch time...so yeap...went to grab my Hotcakes while he ate Big Breakfast..after breakfast...went back to his place to rest as its still too early for me to go KAP...and at bout 11+ he send me down to study...studied til 5+ and he came to pick me up le...cuz we'll be having dinner with his whole family to celebrate his dad's bday..and after dinner, he send me home ler...

now here i am..taking a little break to blog before plunging back into my notes~ sigh`..tmr still gotta work...so i guess i'll be slping early tonight..cuz i'll have tons of things to do at work tmr..=( nitey to all~ tata`..

exams have totally worn me outt..

exams have totally worn me outt..

[tuning to: late night alumni - empty streets]

ytd..baby came over to pick me up and we went down to Simpang Bedok for dinner... ordered the Lamp Chop and Steak..and a UBER Grande Bandung~ haa`.. was quite surprised tt the western food there tasted so yummy...would like to recommend it to pple out there~ and the cup of Bandung is really UBER huge!


baby's steak

my yummy lampchop

the uber huge bandung`

as for today, went back to work....tons of shit to clear...and apparently my darz have loads to update me...and yea..back at work with lots of politics...have once again pissed me off...yea...especially by a particular biatch in my department...she's so getting on my nerves~ argh!~ i dont wish to elaborate much bout her here...but anyway...after work...came home to rest as i was having a terrible headache.. den came a sms from baby asking if i wanna meet him...so yeap...prep and waiting for him to come over after his D&D...


random shots taken ytd while waiting for baby`...i look super shag i know.. =( *sulks*

the Battle begins~

the Battle begins~

[tuning to: as the rush comes]

the battle had just begun on tuesday, 20nov07..had my Practice of Management paper..well...its was not bad...in fact i came out feeling prety happy and please bout it...as wat i've studied came out..only worry is whether i elaborate it well or not..as i didnt practice on my elaboration and half the time im crapping my way thru and repeatingmy answers over and over again in different manners..haa`..well...at least i know i should be able to pass it.. =)

as for today's battle...i went in feeling pretty nervous as im not very prepared...been trying to squeeze the notes and facts into my already very exhausted brain after the first battle...turn out it was pretty futile...i didnt understand the curves and everything...and btw..today's battle was Business Economics...my study group were all pretty well versed and understand the curves and stuff...but when they talk to me bout it..i totally felt lost! stressed! tts all i can feel...well...i did manage to answer every question...but all my answers are pretty short...and i already found out from my lecturer and classmates tt one of my diagram is wrong...crap...now pretty worried bout it..and all i can do now is pray hard i can scrap thru for it...=)

well...these 2 battles are over..and m not gonna brood over them...there will be another 2 more battles coming up next wk...Foundations of Marketing and Foundations of production and operation management...of which marketing is still quite alright for me..where as i totally have no idea on wats going on for FPOM...its total crap~

with tt said...im gonna go tk a nap first as i woke up pretty early these few days...and i still gotta get my ass back at work tmr and on monday..sighh...and i've just heard from my colleagues tt its very busy back at work...i'm so gonna faint~

k...tata for now...not gonna let my mood b spoilt by workstuff for now...as i'll be meeting baby later!~ =) missing him truckloads~

btw..as promise~ here's the latest pict of baby's ride with his black bonet, chrome number plate(which cant be seen on tis pict) and new angel eye and eagle eye headlamps~ =D i like the headlamps!~ ultimate beauty!~ haa`..

exams stress..counting down to 1 and a half days..

exams stress..counting down to 1 and a half days..

[tuning to: olivia - all out of love]

friday, 16/11/07..was a super duper busy day for me at work as after today i will be on exam leave..and will only go back office once a wk for 3 consequetive weeks~ therefore i had loads of stuff to clear and had to pass my stuff to my colleagues and report to my manager on those stuff tt requires following up...turn out had to do OT til 8+ bfore i took a cab home as i was simply worn out after work...and not forgetting Happy 4th Monthniversary Baby! =)


a little preview of the collage of some of the fotos of us taken over our 4mths together tt i've done for baby~ =) *loves*

anyway, as for saturday, 17/11/07.. had to wake up super early..in fact even earlier den my usual working days...as i had to assemble at my office building by 8.20am to go to Seletar Country Club for my co's Teambuilding event.. upon reaching...in fact from a distance..i could see my colleagues...as we were all in our co.'s teambuilding event 07's T-shirt which is in BRIGHT orange~! faints sia..and i totally look like a nerd or a sec sch student who s going to sch or for some flag day thingy..wahaha..been a long long time since i last wore like tt...haa...overall the whole event was pretty fun..except certain things tt made me pretty pissed off...but oh well..small matter..so i shall not talk bout it.. =) photos will be uploaded when i get them from Siewling.. =)

after the event..went home...bath and prep...den Baby went to pick his mum and niece up and came over to pick me up...went back to his place to have dinner..he read his book and rested while i continued my revision...was actually suppose to only meet him after my exams which is like 2 wks away..and tt would mean we wont meet for 3 whole wks! but turn out we both gave in...and met up..haa...and later at night.we went to Partyworld at Chinatown to meet Adrian, Phylis and Ansley for Ktv session~ and Wenjing joined us later on...went back at bout 4+ and we knocked out right away...was super tired as i had woke up super early for the teambuilding thingy.. oh and btw..Baby just changed his headlamp to Angel and Eagle eyes..i Like!~ hees`...its Super NICE! and now is ride looks uber COOL~ haa`...too bad i forgotten to bring my camara along..so couldnt tk a pict of it...will update on it another time! =P

as for today, woke up.. washed up..and we head down to ECP to have out Brunch at the HK cafe.. went to check out the blades..but didnt see anything tt i fancy..so we went back to his place to get my books and then he send me down to KAP again to mug with my classmates..and later at night he came to pick me up to send me home ler...

right now..feeling pretty tired.. just did some brush up on my POM revision...and now resting...therefore decided to come blog bfore i slp...tm gonna wake up early again to head down to KAP again to do some last min revision bfore my exam which starts on tueday!~ STRESS~

please wish me luck~ haa`.. =)

tata for now~ Nitey!

Was feeling bored..therefore decided to give this a try...curious to see whom i resemble.. LOL`..

Was feeling bored..therefore decided to give this a try...curious to see whom i resemble.. LOL`..

here goes!~ haa`.. interesting result eh?..hees`.. =p

Congrats to my Darling Baby!

Congrats to my Darling Baby!

first of all, on friday, after work, went home and waited for baby to come pick me up..we den head down to meet adrian and the rest of them to have BBQ outside celina's petshop..=) something happened during the first quarter of the time and while we're on our way there...but im glad its all resolved and now thing have got better..and yeap..now i can keep my mind off..and concentrate more on my revision as well..=D anyway...the doggies at her petshop are just so adorable! really wish to get one wor..=( oh well..not now bah...soon i hope~ kekes`..

secondly,..i wanna congrats my darling baby on his graduation with a 2nd class upper in his HONs in Biz Mgt (Marketing)! would say im really proud of him and of cuz happy for him.. =) all his hard work throughout the past 3 yrs had paid off~ only sad thing is i had to go to sch for tutorials and couldnt make it for his graduation ceremony held at suntec ytd... i cant wait for my turn to graduate!~ tt would be like in another 2 yrs time!! Gambatta Yuriko!~ =)

anyway..after his graduation..he went to get his car bonet done up...and after my tutorials, my classmate kelvin offered to give me a lift to look for baby while he and mike went to KAP to continue studying..waited with baby for his car to be done and we headed out to have out dinner bfore going back to my place to get my books and went home...took some picts of him in his graduation gown...hees`...well..right after tt we both knocked out as we were both superbly worned out~


baby's ride's new look~ more mods coming up soon!

baby's ride and me~

i'm just so proud of my darling!~ he looks xtremely charming in the gown eh~ haa`.. =p

lastly for today, woke up to continue my revision while baby wash his car...had our breakfast den he send me to KAP to meet the others to continue studying...and later at night baby came over to pick me up..went to the car wash to get his car totally washed up and vacumned and went back to his place to rest and watch CSI bfore he send me home..

more D&D photos`..

more D&D photos`..



Me while at the reception table while waiting for the people to arrive
Me and Dawn at the reception table~

Dawn, HweeLi and Me`..

Me and Diana`..

the lucky draw..and tts me holding the lucky draw box~

revenge time on Sly (the one who always bullies us~) haa`..

Linda and Me`..

my sweeties, Siewling, Cynthia and Me`..

the people who make my life in RSA more pleasant, happier and interesting.. *loves them lots!* (from left: Me, SiewLing, Cynthia, Susan and Carrie)


sweetie SiewLing and Me~

Us with one of our Shanghai Colleague`..

Loves~

Enal and Me~

theres still some more fotos which i've yet to get hold of~ stay tuned for more! =D

Company's Dinner & Dance 07 at FourSeasonsHotel

Company's Dinner & Dance 07

[tuning to: One Republic - Apologize]

yesterday, 7nov07, was our company's dinner and dance.. went to work as usual in the morning..but we all had half day and left in the afternoon..rushed home and prep den i drove down to Four Season's Hotel..waited for some of the committee members and our makeup artist to come and we proceed to our hotel room...later in the evening..head down to the Crescent ballroom for the preparations...and shortly after...the people start to pour in.. there were some pre-event activities...fun buttons, hand wax, poloroid fotos and stuff...after which the event starts..had to escort the CEO and Chairman up the stage for thier speech...after which was the staff performance..dinner..lucky draws..games..lots of phototaking sessions and many more...would say the night was pretty fun and good..and it definately brought the staffs in our company much closer and all of us get to see each others wild side when we're outa office.. haa`...=)

though its been a tedious and tiring day for me and the other committee member...but its definately a fun, enjoyable and fulfilling experience..and the outcome is pretty rewarding knowing its sucha success =) would say its quite a memorable experience and day for me...and im pretty looking forward to the next d&d tt i'll attend in future.. =) only disappointment was probably the gift i got from the lucky draw!~ sian...ok..lets not talk bout it...piss me off!~ LOL`...

anyway there'll be lotsa picts~ so..enjoy browsing~ =D


one of the committee member and part of the ERM dept, sweetie Dawn and Me, in the hotel room after our makeup and hair is done`..

me~

some of the commitee members, Monica, Dawn and Me, in front of the stage during the prepartion preiod..

another one of the committee member and sales person, Joseph and Me at the receptionist while waiting for people to pour in..

my darlings and me~ Cynthia and SiewLing~

the people who makes my day and keeps me alive in office~ Me, Sly, Cynthia, Siewling, Susan & Carrie..without these people...guess life would have been a whole lot of boredom and stress!~

one of the sales guy who always bully siewling and me~, Sly and Me

our lovely xiao hua~ Susan and Me

the ladies of RSA with our Chairman and CEO

our despatch guy, Enal and Me

with 2 of the funnies guys in office. Adi, Me and Enal

Adi, Cynthia, Siewling, Me, Enal and Cassandra

Me and Diana the cutie from ERM dept

Me and Joseph at our dinner table..

the ladies of DCE dept..yeaps tts my dept~

the ladies with our CFO~

Me and Enal inside the ballroom..

random photos of the hotel and only dish tt i manage to capture since i was so busy the whole night tt i didnt really ate much~

tts all for now...shall upload the rest of the pictures from the other camaras after i get hold of them, in my next post.. =)

nitey to all~ and wish me luck for my exams!