Weeee!~ NIGHT SAFARI!!

Weeee!~

Kevin came to pick me up to go makan...after which we went to Mustafa to walk ard while waiting for time to pass, as he wanted to surprise me by bringing me somewhere....pestered him the whole day and guess where he brought me to! NIGHT SAFARI! lol...i've been saying i wanna go there for sometime...and turn out he really brought me there~ haha..i was like a lil kid the whole time there~ running ard and getting excited and amused by everything..lol..and yea..we acted like tourist! lol..i so love to do that!~ haha`...we watched the tribal performance, creature of the night show, sat the tram, snapped quite alot of photos...but we couldnt really get nice shots of all the animals as it was simply too dark...we were attracted to the giraffe...and i simply love the hippos, otters and a few others...they're so cute! and we're apparently planning to visit the Zoo one of these days~ wahaha`...

on the way to night safari!


at the entrance..

watching the tribal performance..






random shots~ =D

totally shagged out! im a Vodka promoter at the Cannery

totally shagged out!

i worked for more den 12 hrs ytd...morning went to work from 8.30 til 6+pm...den went home and got changed..den Kevin came over to pick me up for work again....and as i was rushing..i didnt really planned for dinner..and sweetie was so thoughtful and bought sushi for me! yummy!~ and he got me this really nice muffin!~ hehe`... worked for a day as a Vodka promoter at the Cannery, covering, Kandi Bar, Fashion Bar, C Clinic, Barfly and MOS...my sales was terrible i must say...as most of them prefered the Apple flavor one while i was promoting Citrus....upset... =( and guess who i bumped into at work...Clifford....sighh...i was of cuz happy to see him..tts without a doubt...as it's been month since i last saw him on tt saddening day... chatted for awhile...den he left to go back to find his frens ler....sighh... i couldnt help but brk down in tears...went to the toilet to wash up abit..den went back to work ler....my feet were klling me! as i was wearing my uber high, high heels which i just bought recently! after work, Kevin came to pick me up from work to send me home ler....wanted to go for supper...but i was so tired tt i knock out and slp in his car..haha...so turn out we didnt go eat and he send me home...and he didnt wake me up as i was slping so soundly..til i woke up myself! gosh...turn out i reach home at about 5am...lol...

sorry sweetie for making u worried....i just couldnt help my tears from falling...thanks for being there... =)

my partner for the night, Elaine.. =)

the yummy muffin!

as for today..suppose to meet my study group to study..but im simply too tired to go..plus its so far and inconvenient for me to go down..so i guess its gonna b a stay-home-sat for me~ haha`..

and did i mentioned tt im so very BROKE right now!! gosh...i bought 4 pairs of shoes this month!! faint..and i totally overspend....i finished my last pay and am eating into my savings again~ sighh.... =(

results are out!

results are out!

ytd..went to work as usual..after which went home to change and haf dinner..after which Kev came over to pick me up and we head down to Marina Square to catch "Pirates of the Caribbean at World's end"...and he bought me Rojak! yummy!~ he actually went to queue up for it!~ hees`..after the show, he send me home ler...

as for today, went to work as usual...while at work..Jerrain informed me tt the results is out..i was so excited and anxious and called my dad right away to go check the mailbox...and den he sms me my results,

• Accounting - 56 - C
• OrganisationalBehavior&SociologyOfWork - 54 - C
• QuantitativeMethodsinInformationMgmt(Stats) - 66 - B

sighh..kinda disappointed ya...no As at all though im quite please tt i passed my accounting...and i actually got better results for it compared to OB! gosh...super disappoinbted with my OB as i tot i'll at least get a B for it and i was aimming for a A for my QMIM...sighh....this semester i gotta work harder le! i wan better grades! anyway...went to meet Sebas for dinner bfore we head to school together...after sch..Kevin surprised me by coming over to school to pick me up and send me home..hehe..and he got me chocs from Sins! its so nice tt i dont bear to eat them la!~he's really sucha sweetie!~ and in it was a note from him too..but tts for my own viewing and reading pleasure...not gonna post tt up...=p

taken while waiting for him to come pick me up..

my sweetie and me!

the chocs..

in the office toilet~ yea..camwhoring again! =p

P.S. Happy Birthday to my beloved cousin Shavon! *hugs*

cut hair le!~

cut hair le!~

sry guys...haven been updating since sunday...as i had a long day of photoshoot which ended at bout 8+pm...and Glenn bought flowers for both me and my cousin! and he specially picked out pink roses for me! so sweet yea..=) and guess wat..its the first time i recieve a bouquet of flowers in my whole entire life!!~ anyway reached hm washed up and waited for Kevin to come pick me up to go for dinner as i didnt eat since morning! after which went to meet Simin to get my top...of which i dozed off in the car as i was simply too tired~

as for Monday..went to work den sch as usual..nth much happen...but i got a Tigger from Ronald...as he had apparently caught it for me from the arcade...and met me after my sch...took it from him and chatted for awhile den i went home le..as i was simply to tired to stay out longer....

as for today, went to work..and after which i head down to Bugis to buy my stuff and went to Chapter2 again for my haircut!~ weee!~ i finally cut it!~ cut off bout 12-13cm of my hair...and cut my fringe off as well... =) finally...the splitends are gone~ so happy! haa`...

one of my foto from my shoot and the flowers!




me! me! me!

i cant stop smiling now!~

i cant stop smiling now!~

pretty shagged out actually...as i slept at 5+ almost 6am this morning and woke up at 12pm to rush to school...sch ended at 4+pm today and went to haf lunch cum dinner at PS with my classmates..after which we went home ler...upon reaching home felt so shaggg!~ wanted to zZzz...but in the end i didnt...at bout 9+pm, went out to meet Glenn, my photographer for supper (Mee Sua) and to discuss bout tmr's photoshoot...and on my way out..recieved a sms from Kevin, saying he left something outside my house! as i wasnt home...i faster called up my mum to go check it out for me just in case someone else takes it bfore i got home! i was so shocked...and it really came as a surprise...there isnt any warning..and i had tot tt he's at his cousin's bday party... quickly got my mum to open it and guess wats in there....EGGTARTS!~ yummy!~!~ i love eggtarts..and in my previous post i had alrdy mentioned tt i craved for eggtarts...hees`...he's simply so SWEET!! upon knowing tt...i was so eager to get home!~ haha`..

and he got me 3 eggtarts!~ guess why 3?....haha..tts wat he asked me to guess!~ and in the end he told me...'first its for the day when u're recovering and craved for it, second for ytd when we failed to find it..and third is for today as a surprise!'....i totally melted..... i love surprises!! *hugs* thanks my sweetie boy.. =) i cant stop smiling right now!~ hehe`..

the box of eggtarts!


as requested by my blue eyed sweetie, Kevin!

im confuse.....

im confuse.....

[listening to: ne-yo - because of you]

u said to me...'follow your heart'...but bfore u even say tt....haf u actually thought of how i felt?... all i can say is... if i were to follow my heart............i dont have to spell it out right..everyone should know wat my answer would be....no doubts bout it... guess i dont haf much of a choice but to use my brain now and not my heart eh?... haha...

tt aside....im in quite a mess right now....for those who knows.. u'll get wat i mean... sighh.. im really afraid to hurt anyone right now...im oso afraid to hurt myself while trying not to hurt others... i dont wish to elaborate further here... i just dunno wat to do right now....dilemma....

anyway....today after work, went to meet Ronald for dinner at Vivocity...after which rush to sch ler..class ended pretty early today..as it was earlier den expected...i went over to Hougang to meet Kevin..while waiting for him..walked ard Hougang Mall and i ended up buying myself another pair of pumps..haha..can die sia...lately keep buying shoe! plus i have in mind a pair of boots or a black heels to get...lol.. mummy is so gonna nag me!~ =p ok tt aside...after meeting him..we went over to PS to catch the movie '28 Wks Later'...i freaked out thruout the show...its not horror..just kinda shocking and the sound effects scared me...haha..and guess wat...we brought Heineken into the Cinema and drank as we watch...lol...cool eh?...=p after the show, we headed down to One Fullerton...went to a bar bside BabyFace to meet his fren Wilson and his gf...the Live Band there is pretty Awesome! and the place is really nice...we ate some fingersnacks of calamari and pizza and had wine...chatted and played some games...its a pretty enjoyable night i would say..where i just threw all my troubles and stress aside and just chilled and relax... n one thing tt Kev mention to me today...'not easy to imagine u not smiling, when we are always laughing our ass off!'..haha... i gotta totally agree with tt...n i must say tt i do enjoy myself whenever im out with him...as i wont tink of other unhappy stuff and he nv fails to make me laugh and cheer me up with little surprises...=) btw...thanks for the Vitamin C Pills! hehe`...something tt i nv expect anyone would give me as a lil gift! haha..so thoughtful, considering tt im still recovering from being sick for more den a wk and needed vitamins and nutrition terribly!...

after tt, wilson and gf went home, while kev and i went in search for my Eggtarts...as i had cravings for them...lol..but turn out we couldnt find and ended up having dim sum at Geylang instead..haha... anyway...Thanks for everything Kev, u really made my day! =)

the group shot and the place...nice eh! =)


my blue eyed sweetie and me! =D

my surprise lil gift from kevin!

memories still lingers...feeling emo all over again...

memories still lingers...feeling emo all over again...

[listening to: if u're not the one..]

on my way home from sch...listening to my mp3...songs tt we use to love plays continuously one after another when i've alrdy set it to random....i tried changing song...end up it played songs tt are really sad and some how or other reminds me of u again...i just couldnt help it....tears just kept rolling once again....upon reaching home...ran to my room and broke down all over again....i tried not to tink of it...tried to stop it....tried all ways to let go and get over it....but it seems the harder i try...the more i tink bout u...ytd i cleared my room and finally removed our fotos from my table, shelf and bed... i was really reluctant to do so....as they're kinda attached and part of the room....but i'm left with no choice... looking at them makes me terribly upset but yet...it reminds me of the happy times we use to share and i would smile like a silly ger once again...but when i wake up from tt little dream and face the harsh reality...tears will rolls down again... i know i said and promised i'll let go and move on.....but....its not easy! it really isnt.....walking down the streets where we use to go...driving down the roads where we use to always pass by...going down to swensons at orchard..passing by the arcade...and many many more.....all of these reminds me of u.... we've shared too many memories....tt i just cant erase them all at once....or at least....not now.... pple say all i need is time...or just another guy.... but is it really tt simple?....time?....how long?...1 yr?...2 yrs?...10yrs? i really dunno....another guy?...wat if end of day..i still cant forget him and hurt the other?... i really dunno wat to do....im at a loss right now..i dun even know if the decision i just made recently is right or wrong... but i'll try alrite.....i'll tryy......

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my guy?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

being SICK is NOT fun at all.....its a TORTURE!~

being SICK is NOT fun at all.....its a TORTURE!~

[listening to : luo zhi xiang - zhi lian]

yea...i fell sick AGAIN! can die sia..just last wk i was sick with a 2 days MC.....now sick again...sighh...only now worse den last wk..High Fever of 38.9degrees.. and i'm given another 2 days MC which is extendable if by tmr still not well... having terrible Flu, cough, sorethroat and my whole body is aching and my head hurts like hell due to the high fever...and everytime i cough..it feels like im gonna vomit...sighh... i hate this!! =( *sulks* everything i eat and drink taste bitter..and my whole mouth feels bitter...yuck yucks yucky! =(

ta-dah! alot right!! scary!~

nah just kidding...the other 2 is from last wk...this is wat i gotta eat 3 times a day now..sighh...still alot wor.... =( i hate medicine~

anyway..just a quick add-on to this...apparently...my sweet bf, Ronald took halfday and came over with fish porridge and herbal tea, to tk care of me...how sweet yea... =) thanks ya.. it really did made me feel better...

blues blues blueess~

blues blues blueess~

its the 'MONDAY BLUES' again...everything was well..til late afternoon...lots of stuff n delivery went wrong...sigh...turn out had to rush at the very last min....couldnt even finish it..plus Sebas is like waiting for me downstairs from 5.30 til 6.30 to pick me up for dinner bfore heading to sch together! gosh..i felt bad man..but i just couldnt leave..turn out my sweet and kind colleague, Cynthia volunteered to help me handle it..as she know tt i had someone waiting for me downstairs and i had to rush to sch...i totally owed her a huge favour! btw..dun wish to blog further bout wat happen in office..sigh..anyway..after meetin Sebas..we went for dinner as usual at LongJohn as its the nearest to sch...met with Alex and Jerrain as well..after which we headed to sch....due to the stress....my Flu came back..and i tink my Fever is back too...sighh....tink i gonna try go slp now...Nitey....hope tmr will b a better day!~

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

its Mother's day...so how did ya guys celebrate urs? anyway...was tinking of getting something for mummy..therefore went to meet Ronald at Orchard to do some shopping...turn out search the whole of Taka cant find anything to buy...sighh...and end up...i shopped for myself..lol...bought a new skinny jeans from Zara...after which as i was pretty tired..we went to Coffee Club to slack and chatted bout lots of stuff...from our sec sch days and all to almost anything under the sun....chatted for quite awhile bfore we felt hungry and headed over to Swensons for dinner....dinner was fabulous...and we had our yummylicious icecream!~ haha..had quite a fun and nice time there...and we continued our chat til quite late bfore we stroll ard orchard to digest the very very Sinful dinner we had...its a really wonderful day out...=)

Ronald and Me! the day i decided to give it a try to a new r/s...

p.s sorry mummy..promise u i'll get u a HUGE present on ur bdae which is coming in 3wks time! Love ya mummy! and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! *hugs*

my abs hurts!

my abs hurts!

[listening to: ne-yo - because of you]

gosh..tink i've overstrain my abs man..damn pain now...cant even laugh properly....went to meet Sebas for dinner where we ate the UBER spicy frog porridge at Geylang...can die sia..turn out we drank so much water and our lips were like burning! after which went to catch 'Blades of Glory' at Tampines where i bumped into James and his gf...anyway....the show is quite hilarious..but...i cant laugh properly..cuz my abs hurts terribly even when i laugh! and tt dumb dumb Sebas keep trying to make me laugh the whole night..haha..

Ktv again!~

Ktv again!~

[listening to: byul]

rested the whole day at home as i had an MC for the day..den bout 5+ went over to Darren's place to meet him...slack ard for some time bfore we head out to Bugis to meet Fabian for dinner at Yoshinoya...to think Dar suppose to be my very close fren and knows me well...turn out..he forgot tt i HATE GreenTea! can die sia...lucky Fab ordered icelemontea and exchanged his drink with me....i almost puked when i took a sip of the greentea....faint sia..haha.. anyway..after tt, we went to pick QiuHen up den head to Hougang's Kbox to meet ChangChih, Pearlyn, Jocelyn and HuiZhen for ktv session...after ktv session, the girls left and Dar send Fab and QH home...while CC and me went to Dar's place..watch some vids and slack for awhlie bfore we send CC home..den Dar and me went for supper at Simpang Bedok as we were starving~... ate and chatted for awhile bfore he send me home....

p.s. pls dont b mistaken, dar is shortform for DARren...and NOT DARling...lol...and FYI he's my very gd fren!

- QH, Dar, Me, Fab, CC -

Dieting Regime Start Today!

Dieting Regime Start Today!

yeah...i need to shred those fatty flabby tummy! ytd while in sch glenn commented tt i really gained alot of weight recently!~ and i totally agree with him..guess wat..ever since i started work...i've gained 4 XTRA kgs to my already very heavy fatty me!

im gonna cut down on fatty oily food, cut down on my very very frequent suppers lately....cut down on snacks in office...and exercise!! i really mean it this time!!! in fact im gonna start right after this post!~ start with 50situps first...*tata* for now~

wish me luck!!! =p haha`..

sickk..

sickk..

this time really fall sick ler.....flu..headache...fever...slight sore throat...and very very insufficient slp...as a result...i didnt go to work today....and i wont haf to work tmr either...doctor gave me a 2 days MC...yeah~ haha...i can finally rest at home...n i really do mean rest! in fact probably after this im gonna go back to slp again..haha`.. shagged out....

feeling sweet!~

feeling sweet!~


its been another hectic day....im so stressed out tt a huge pimple just popped out...*shrugs* on top of tt...had a really terrible headache....its so pain plus i felt so stressed out and loss tt i actually broke down and cried in office today...sighh....its really horrible...seems im still not able to handle the stress well yet...


as im tearing....memories just came back to me....seems i really do need a shoulder to cry on...someone whom i can turn to and lean on...someone to give me a warm hug... thought i could live alone on myself and b independent...but its really not easy... sighh... i do admit....i still miss and tink of him at times....tt cant b helped....its not very long since then.....


alrite alrite..enough of tt....now for the sweet happy stuff...hees`...went to class..was too tired and the pain is killing me..therefore cant really concentrate at all...turn out i dozed off at the later half of the class...after class, Kevin came to pick me up...he waited outself my school....when i saw him he took out a box of HelloPanda from behind and said...'for you..surprise no. 1!'...haha..and i replied...'oOoo...no. 1?..then wheres my no. 2?..'....lol..and he said....'oh..theres no no. 2...' haha..and upon reaching his car..he suddenly reached out to the back seat and pass me 'surprised no. 2!!' lol...its my fave Chocs from Royce!! yummylicious!~ hees`....so sweet right?! im totally loss for words...hees`...den we went to Fullerton and had a short stroll and chatted bfore we head to Xin Wang HK Cafe at Siglap for supper...the stuff we ate are like SUPER DUPER SINFUL and SWEET! haha`...we tried to finish the food.....but its really tooo 'jerlak!' too sweet and too much peanutbutter~ LOL... check out the photos below~ =p anyway..after supper he send me home alrdy...now feeling very very shagged out and tired...gonna slp right after this post!~ nitey!~ =) DIETing is gonna start tmr!! im toooo fat now!~ too much supper and snacking lately!~

BEFORE

AFTER

the 2 SWEET surprises! Hello Panda and Royce Chocs


bored in class..