My mood swing terribly yesterday.
One moment i’m happy and all. The next moment i thought i was gonna kill someone or probably kill myself.
I’m caught in the middle. In many situations. Not just 1. I end up not being able to please everyone. And everyone gets angry with me, scold me, scream at me, no matter what decision I make. FML.
I don't owe anyone anything!
I know I may not make the best decision. Or to you guys it’s a stupid decision. But please respect me. Cause it’s still MY decision. And I’m old enough to judge for myself and decide what I want to do.
End of day, I’m the only one responsible for whatever decision I make and I’m the only one who will have to bear the consequences, be it for good or bad.
Why is it that no one tries to understand me and respect me.
I’m feeling like a piece of shit now. Whatever i do seem to be wrong.
Was suppose to go out for dinner last night. Stupid things happened. I was in a terrible mood. No appetite though I was obviously hungry and having a gastric pain. Well, no one cares anyway. They all ONLY care about themselves. So why should I care as well.
End up, I went to bed with an EMPTY stomach, a TERRIBLE mood, a heart full of HURT, and a pair of eyes FILLED with TEARS.
I HATE my life. FML!